so in an hour or so my mom will be home.
last night was my last night of pretending i lived alone.
this was a good experience for me.
inspires me to really move out.
the woman from a.i.u in london called today.
she said i need to stop going to school right now
and just transfer there next sem or asap..
wow.
london... already?
i dont know if i can do it.
i havent even talked to my mom about it..
im scared.
doubt it'll even happen;
but im scared none the less.
we got drunk last night.
it was tight.
veronica threw up blood; orange juice; &pizza.
passed out on my floor.
crawled up to the couch.
and didnt get up to go to school.
i didnt fall alseep til 6.
thiniking alone in front of a blank computer screen
.....is pretty tight.