finally. we get to LEAVE the shop behind.

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in less than four hours, we're supposed to be in the car and driving to michigan. except that we still have to drive to my old apartment and get my bed out. .....instead of doing that now, Jon is wasting time upstairs. it's kinda driving me nuts. i left to go get the last load (before the bed) and go to the bank which took at least two hours or something and he said he was going to do all this stuff. did he do it? no. i guess i don't care as long as we leave WITH my apartment cleared out, but he was going on and on about all this cleaning, etc, stuff we have to do before we leave, and when i go do my share, he doesn't do squat. rawrrr.  oh well.  he did help the whole week with the other moving stuff. meh.

i'm not usually maniacal about my weight. i think i look pretty cute, and i'm not huge, and my boy loves me to pieces. but yesterday i stepped on the scale. i weigh more now than i have ever weighed in my life. i can not believe it. ive got to do something.

good thing i'm getting all my stuff here, because now i have the DDR game (which i played last night and sweat something ridiculous) here and i can use it to get mobile and loose this crazy weight. i found this cool thing online (http://www.bellygraph.com/) where you can graph personal goals, and now i'm using it to track my weight loss to keep my enthusiasm up. it's like turning it into a game that i want to win, you know?

grrr... why can't we just hop in the car and leave already?! ......i think i'll give up and go take a nap.