Anger
I still have a lot of anger I need to deal with. I blame my old landlord for not seeing my brother. We didn't get together for his birthday, celebrate Christmas or my son's birthday last year. I didn't see him on my birthday or Lindsey's this year due to the move. I blame my company & covid for not being able to take anytime off for months. I didn't see him on Mothers day or Fathers day which was very unusual. I'm mad at my new boss for stressing me out so much that I don't want to do anything after work. I'm mad at myself for not spending more time with him. I had always thought if something happened it would happen to his wife first and he would move back in with me.