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[firnatine247]

i talked to you about it all yesterday, and you still dont understand...and im sorry i cant put it any clearer. who knows maybe i did go off the deep-end, but i feel i had just cause... maybe all thats needed is time.time to get both our shit in order. time to figure out where each other stand, even though we both have our own opinions made up in our head already. who knows where itll all go from here, i dont want you to think ill of me (most likely you already do) theres just shit that needs to be figured out...

My shadow's
Shedding skin
and I've been picking
scabs again.
I'm down
digging through
my old muscles
for a clue.
I've been crawling on my belly
clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own confused
and insecure delusions
for a piece to cross me over
or a word to guide me in.
I wanna feel the changes coming down.
I wanna know what I've been hiding
in my shadow.
Change is coming through my shadow.
My shadow's
shedding skin.
I've been picking
my scabs again.