best friends means friends forever
Theres no point on putting this on friends only, i openly want you to read this:
Its not that i dont recognize what i did wrong, cuz i definitely do. We are both in the wrong, i thought we established that..I could have called more, and you could have reacted different to the entire situation, we are both assholes and need to realize that. At this point, i can call myself the huge douchebag you think i am, because i know i could have done things a lot differently.
Today i saw you at your locker, and had a good five minutes to spare, and i just wanted to come up to you and give you a hug. But i couldnt do it. Its a shame that im so afraid of what my best friend will think of me randomly giving her a hug from behind. I love you, more than anything, and this seriously tears me apart. We have the best friendship ive ever seen.. and as others have noticed, we were so close, we were so close to the point we could say no im hanging out with someone else cuz i cant deal with you tonight, and it was ok! You tell me what other friendship has that. That open-ness, that honesty, and trust. I cant tell you another friendship that has that.
To hear that you cried means so much, cuz you have no idea how much i have cried about this entire thing. I cant even get thru this entry without crying. This subject is just entirely way too frustrating. I dont know how ive gone this far without you...my hospital visit for my stomache, my parents, getting my license, school, CONCERTS, just LIFE in general. You were my second half, and i hate to admit it, but i needed you for everything. I didnt make a single decision without your opinion first. You really meant and mean a lot to me. You were the only person i could trust with my LIFE. I cant do this summer without you. I'm sorry, from the bottom of my heart, i'm sorry.
i want us to come out of the refridgerator.
Its not that i dont recognize what i did wrong, cuz i definitely do. We are both in the wrong, i thought we established that..I could have called more, and you could have reacted different to the entire situation, we are both assholes and need to realize that. At this point, i can call myself the huge douchebag you think i am, because i know i could have done things a lot differently.
Today i saw you at your locker, and had a good five minutes to spare, and i just wanted to come up to you and give you a hug. But i couldnt do it. Its a shame that im so afraid of what my best friend will think of me randomly giving her a hug from behind. I love you, more than anything, and this seriously tears me apart. We have the best friendship ive ever seen.. and as others have noticed, we were so close, we were so close to the point we could say no im hanging out with someone else cuz i cant deal with you tonight, and it was ok! You tell me what other friendship has that. That open-ness, that honesty, and trust. I cant tell you another friendship that has that.
To hear that you cried means so much, cuz you have no idea how much i have cried about this entire thing. I cant even get thru this entry without crying. This subject is just entirely way too frustrating. I dont know how ive gone this far without you...my hospital visit for my stomache, my parents, getting my license, school, CONCERTS, just LIFE in general. You were my second half, and i hate to admit it, but i needed you for everything. I didnt make a single decision without your opinion first. You really meant and mean a lot to me. You were the only person i could trust with my LIFE. I cant do this summer without you. I'm sorry, from the bottom of my heart, i'm sorry.
i want us to come out of the refridgerator.