May 17, 2005 12:22
With Jeremy, I made things too complicated like by caring about what he got up to with his ex girlfriends although he insisted they didn't mean as much to him as I did. I was thinking about Isack and how I wouldn't care if he had past gf's cos if we did something I'd always be wondering when I'd go home. He's a night thought tho. I was way too serious with J. Well I hadn't been through it before so I have an excuse. Wish I had! Although it had to be him. It was destiny. Did he prepare me for something bigger?
"You protected me from reality
I wonder what my next relationship will hold and who it will be. Hope it's Isack but I doubt it. He's probably already taken and can't get me hopes up. It's not like that, I don't think. He's cute.