"I don't know who I am...and you're the only one who sees that...Will we ever feel this real again?"
I hate my life...its so depressing... It's all the same: wake up...get yelled at about something...chores...more yelling...quality time between me and my room...story writing...internet...bed... The occasional shopping trip to the mall and hanging out with Krystle and John...never got to see him today cuz Dad was having company and couldnt take us
After Dad's I went to Krystle's house. We hung out in a little park by her house and spent some thinking time in front of Sacred Heart Church and her garage door...Then we went to Albertson's... then home.
I packed for G-mom's house and work on Saturday...so tomorrow morning, its off to Boresville, USA. Maybe I can go to Borders on saturday after wrk and get my book. I hope Krystle is there and even if she isnt I'm gonna hae a little chat w/ John maybe...if i have enough guts...
Ill sum it up this way:
All i want in the world is to get out of this stupid town and be some form of a writer. I wanna travel all over the place and only live somewhere for less than 2 weeks...All i want is a friend and the open road...I wish i could leave with the road crew on the 14th...i would give anything for the means to get the fuck out of here. Karly and every1 else who tells me that running away isnt the answer can kiss my ass cuz some things just need to be found out the hardway...
maybe this is the last goodbye and maybe ill be writing my pathetic life in this journal until im 18...gawd i hope not...
farewell and good rittens is what i have to say to this town and family!!
FIRE
After Dad's I went to Krystle's house. We hung out in a little park by her house and spent some thinking time in front of Sacred Heart Church and her garage door...Then we went to Albertson's... then home.
I packed for G-mom's house and work on Saturday...so tomorrow morning, its off to Boresville, USA. Maybe I can go to Borders on saturday after wrk and get my book. I hope Krystle is there and even if she isnt I'm gonna hae a little chat w/ John maybe...if i have enough guts...
Ill sum it up this way:
All i want in the world is to get out of this stupid town and be some form of a writer. I wanna travel all over the place and only live somewhere for less than 2 weeks...All i want is a friend and the open road...I wish i could leave with the road crew on the 14th...i would give anything for the means to get the fuck out of here. Karly and every1 else who tells me that running away isnt the answer can kiss my ass cuz some things just need to be found out the hardway...
maybe this is the last goodbye and maybe ill be writing my pathetic life in this journal until im 18...gawd i hope not...
farewell and good rittens is what i have to say to this town and family!!
FIRE