whooooo boy!
I'm not sure if I'm a bad girl or not, but I think I might be o.o;; To catch those of you up who care (and just because I need to vent) this whole blasted scenario started waaaaaay back when I first joined the tae kwon do club. I fell for one of the guys in the club, Rey, and proceeded to pursue him in the end only to find he didn't feel the same way for me. Fine whatever, I'm a big girl, so I moved on, and we stayed just friends. I hadn't really actively gone looking for a boyfriend after that (this was a few months ago) because I've been really busy with school this semester @_@
Anyways, my life was going fine and dandy....well as dandy as can be when you're a college student and then on this last Thursday me and him and some other friends went out to the bars, unfortunately Sammie didn't have her ID cause we hadn't really planned on going out so we couldn't really go anywhere. Rey was going to meet some friends at one of the bars though and asked me to keep him company for the time being. Now I'm automatically suspicious to begin with because he was being a bit more touchy feel-y than normal and he'd only had one drink (total lightweight). After a brief discussion with the others Ryan said he had 20 minutes to invite his friends back to the apartment. So we went in sat down at one of the empty tables in the bar and waited. Then he starts kissing my neck and my inside face is just like OoO!! *shock* 'course I was perfectly calm and passive on the outside. I reciprocated nothing and just kinda acted a bit impatient hoping he would take the hint so I didn't have to cause a scene....he didn't. Finally after 20 minutes I told him we had to go and that the others were waiting for us.
Unfortunately for me even at their apartment he was still trying to I don't know what you call it, with me; trying to get me to sit with him on their one person lounge chair, give him a message (we give massages to some of the guys in club) and whatnot. Thankfully Jon and Ryan and GC were there and helped me deflect his...advances, and tried to put him off as well; telling him I was just fine sitting with them on the couch and suggesting he wait 'till he's more sober and can sit up if he really wanted a massage.
That's not even the end of it! So Friday night I'm in my pj's already at my GC's place. She's making dinner and we're getting ready to watch a movie when Rey calls and asks if we wanna come out again since Jon's brother was in town. After some convincing I agreed since he doesn't come over that often (doesn't live nearby) and from what Jon said he sounded like a cool guy. After a quick change of clothes we were at the bar. We were introduced and I'll admit it wasn't that hard to fall for him, but because of how Rey was acting (yet again) he thought we were dating. I immediately-ish took drastic measures and used my sister and Jon's girlfriend as shields and stood right between them so he couldn't come near me. While the guys were all playing pool I took the chance to ask Ryan what the hell was going on since by that point I was getting rather miffed. He said he was going to ask me the same thing. That of course did NOT help my mood at all! So he advised me to keep it as given up or go for it, then proceeded to instruct me in the finer arts of banging my head against the wall.
In the meantime I ventured out between the girls only while it was Rey's turn to shoot and did my normal thing when we go out drinking; asked everyone what the hell they were drinking and acted like the silly girl I am. Had fun confusing peoples as to which drinks were theirs and just chatted in general. Once their game of pool was over I continued to avoid Rey and get Jon's opinion on the situation to see if he knew what the hell was going on. He didn't really know either and after some few choice words and blaming some of his actions on alcohol he agreed with me that it had bad idea written all over it. After some friendly discussion and making faces at his brother from down the bar we left and the next chapter of my night began.
The guys decided they needed shots of absinthe so we went to the usual place and they got their shots (there was fire!!!) and Jon's brother bought me and GC drinks (bacardi lemon and coke). We of course both gave him a kiss on the cheek to which he seemed surprisingly delighted. Now, at this particular bar there is a dance floor and a dj and a stripper pole. Jon's brother was still pleasantly drunk and (has been since 2:00 that day) was at that point showin' 'em how it's done on the dance floor. It was prolly around the time that I finished my drink that I started to dance a bit suggestively on my own jus' listenin' to the music and he invited me to the dance floor and OMG guys!! I don't think...okay I know I've never danced like that with anyone!! and it was amazing!!! I of course had my awkward moments but he was full of compliments and praises. He was the first guy to ever tell me I was beautiful =^-^= He was feelin' me up good though but was still being quite the gentleman and said my little dance on the pole that I did for him was perfect *blushing bright red* we danced/hardcore grinding groping and I don't know what else for like two hours o.o;; my legs were tired and my feet hurt (but I got to wear my cute new shoes!) but I loved every minute of it. He was so intense it took my breath away!
GC danced a bit too with Jon but she's so self-conscious! I think they mostly just had fun watchin' me 'n his brother dance xD Now, some of you may be wondering what happened to Rey at this point (that and what happened to my short visit ><;) well, I'm not really sure, but I'm hoping he saw us dancing and finally got the message. All I know for sure is that he was gone by the time we were done dancing. It was a little after 2 in the morning by the time we decided to cut out and head back to their place again.
When we got to their (Jon, Ryan, and Rey's) apartment we got some more drinks (Jon made me a yummy one =^-^=) and we went downstairs to play pool (the have one in their garage). I must say though, that the game didn't go too well and GC got some disgustingly lucky shots in before we just gave up,mostly because Jon's brother, (whom if you haven't noticed is remaining slightly anonymous), could no longer concentrate courtesy of your's truly. It was around that time that I found out he had a weakness for nails and a soft touch. We finally got booted out of the garage and back upstairs cuz Ryan wanted time alone (the stairs to the garage go through his room) with they lady friend he brought home so we chilled out in the living room and watched TV and I gave him a massage and issued some of the sweetest torture I could all the while he was cursing me (appreciatively of course) before he returned the favor though it was mostly reduced to teasing me by the end of the night. It wasn't until 5:00 am that GC was finally able to peel me out of his grasp which I left most begrudgingly.
All in all it was a good Friday night and I hope I get to seem him again ^_^ The only thing I'm worried about is Jon being upset about it. I know he seemed okay with it but I'm still nervous as to how he'll take/took it all. Guess I'll just have to wait and find out since I'm too damn chicken to call him. >_<;;; Of course there's also the fact that he might not even remember me or want to get to know be better I'm fine with it either way and regret nothing.
Anyways, my life was going fine and dandy....well as dandy as can be when you're a college student and then on this last Thursday me and him and some other friends went out to the bars, unfortunately Sammie didn't have her ID cause we hadn't really planned on going out so we couldn't really go anywhere. Rey was going to meet some friends at one of the bars though and asked me to keep him company for the time being. Now I'm automatically suspicious to begin with because he was being a bit more touchy feel-y than normal and he'd only had one drink (total lightweight). After a brief discussion with the others Ryan said he had 20 minutes to invite his friends back to the apartment. So we went in sat down at one of the empty tables in the bar and waited. Then he starts kissing my neck and my inside face is just like OoO!! *shock* 'course I was perfectly calm and passive on the outside. I reciprocated nothing and just kinda acted a bit impatient hoping he would take the hint so I didn't have to cause a scene....he didn't. Finally after 20 minutes I told him we had to go and that the others were waiting for us.
Unfortunately for me even at their apartment he was still trying to I don't know what you call it, with me; trying to get me to sit with him on their one person lounge chair, give him a message (we give massages to some of the guys in club) and whatnot. Thankfully Jon and Ryan and GC were there and helped me deflect his...advances, and tried to put him off as well; telling him I was just fine sitting with them on the couch and suggesting he wait 'till he's more sober and can sit up if he really wanted a massage.
That's not even the end of it! So Friday night I'm in my pj's already at my GC's place. She's making dinner and we're getting ready to watch a movie when Rey calls and asks if we wanna come out again since Jon's brother was in town. After some convincing I agreed since he doesn't come over that often (doesn't live nearby) and from what Jon said he sounded like a cool guy. After a quick change of clothes we were at the bar. We were introduced and I'll admit it wasn't that hard to fall for him, but because of how Rey was acting (yet again) he thought we were dating. I immediately-ish took drastic measures and used my sister and Jon's girlfriend as shields and stood right between them so he couldn't come near me. While the guys were all playing pool I took the chance to ask Ryan what the hell was going on since by that point I was getting rather miffed. He said he was going to ask me the same thing. That of course did NOT help my mood at all! So he advised me to keep it as given up or go for it, then proceeded to instruct me in the finer arts of banging my head against the wall.
In the meantime I ventured out between the girls only while it was Rey's turn to shoot and did my normal thing when we go out drinking; asked everyone what the hell they were drinking and acted like the silly girl I am. Had fun confusing peoples as to which drinks were theirs and just chatted in general. Once their game of pool was over I continued to avoid Rey and get Jon's opinion on the situation to see if he knew what the hell was going on. He didn't really know either and after some few choice words and blaming some of his actions on alcohol he agreed with me that it had bad idea written all over it. After some friendly discussion and making faces at his brother from down the bar we left and the next chapter of my night began.
The guys decided they needed shots of absinthe so we went to the usual place and they got their shots (there was fire!!!) and Jon's brother bought me and GC drinks (bacardi lemon and coke). We of course both gave him a kiss on the cheek to which he seemed surprisingly delighted. Now, at this particular bar there is a dance floor and a dj and a stripper pole. Jon's brother was still pleasantly drunk and (has been since 2:00 that day) was at that point showin' 'em how it's done on the dance floor. It was prolly around the time that I finished my drink that I started to dance a bit suggestively on my own jus' listenin' to the music and he invited me to the dance floor and OMG guys!! I don't think...okay I know I've never danced like that with anyone!! and it was amazing!!! I of course had my awkward moments but he was full of compliments and praises. He was the first guy to ever tell me I was beautiful =^-^= He was feelin' me up good though but was still being quite the gentleman and said my little dance on the pole that I did for him was perfect *blushing bright red* we danced/hardcore grinding groping and I don't know what else for like two hours o.o;; my legs were tired and my feet hurt (but I got to wear my cute new shoes!) but I loved every minute of it. He was so intense it took my breath away!
GC danced a bit too with Jon but she's so self-conscious! I think they mostly just had fun watchin' me 'n his brother dance xD Now, some of you may be wondering what happened to Rey at this point (that and what happened to my short visit ><;) well, I'm not really sure, but I'm hoping he saw us dancing and finally got the message. All I know for sure is that he was gone by the time we were done dancing. It was a little after 2 in the morning by the time we decided to cut out and head back to their place again.
When we got to their (Jon, Ryan, and Rey's) apartment we got some more drinks (Jon made me a yummy one =^-^=) and we went downstairs to play pool (the have one in their garage). I must say though, that the game didn't go too well and GC got some disgustingly lucky shots in before we just gave up,mostly because Jon's brother, (whom if you haven't noticed is remaining slightly anonymous), could no longer concentrate courtesy of your's truly. It was around that time that I found out he had a weakness for nails and a soft touch. We finally got booted out of the garage and back upstairs cuz Ryan wanted time alone (the stairs to the garage go through his room) with they lady friend he brought home so we chilled out in the living room and watched TV and I gave him a massage and issued some of the sweetest torture I could all the while he was cursing me (appreciatively of course) before he returned the favor though it was mostly reduced to teasing me by the end of the night. It wasn't until 5:00 am that GC was finally able to peel me out of his grasp which I left most begrudgingly.
All in all it was a good Friday night and I hope I get to seem him again ^_^ The only thing I'm worried about is Jon being upset about it. I know he seemed okay with it but I'm still nervous as to how he'll take/took it all. Guess I'll just have to wait and find out since I'm too damn chicken to call him. >_<;;; Of course there's also the fact that he might not even remember me or want to get to know be better I'm fine with it either way and regret nothing.