Where's MY Spring Break?
"...A kick and a scream is all that seems
To mean a lot thus far
I won't let you on my stage, my page
You can't know
Yet you have to know
And that I only want you to see
My favorite part of me
And not my ugly side
Not my ugly side..."
"Ugly Side" by Blue October
I didn't have a spring break and to save space I put story underneath ze cut
I worked all week for starters but was called on Wednesday saying that my dog had been picked up by animal control. Joy.
After a long talk with the lady holding her for a while, I thought all was well and taken care of, she would have a nice new home with kids and love and all the things I could not give her.
Thursday I get a call...Piper had been taken to the shelter.
I tried to call the lady I had talked to the day before to figure out what happened. She never answered or returned my calls. Frustrating to say the least. So, Friday (my ONLY day off of work) I had to go pay $75 to get the dog out of the shelter and take her to her new home which is just a few houses down from mine. But needless to say it was the longest 3 1/2 hours I had ever spent.
I've been watching Naruto for about 2 weeks straight now and reading fanfiction of a non-canon coupling (and when I say non-canon I mean its no where NEAR becoming canon. ever.) I'm tempted to write some myself, which is a bad idea. I haven't been watching it for the past couple days though. Sunday I watched Pride and Prejudice instead and Yesterday I played Lego Star Wars all evening, causing me to lose track of time and I didn't get to talk to my Chris at all. God I feel like such an awful girlfriend at times.
Sunday my family had our Easter celebration. Alot of my relatives (mainly my Grandma) work fussing about how this will be my "last holiday with them". It didn't really bother me. But something hit me when someone mentioned my brother.
I won't be here for his birthdays anymore. It hurts just thinking about it. Despite how mean I can be to him he's still my baby brother and to think about all I'm going to miss hurts. His first High School football game, his first car, prom, his first major screw up, his first real girlfriend that I get to threaten. I won't be able to protect him the way I used to.
I won't be there to guide him anymore and it scares me to death.
Blah...But of all the people I'm leaving behind, the people I will miss the most have been narrowed down to my parents, Stephen, Jill, Melissa, and Ellen.
The thought of leaving those six people could bring me to tears.
That's all for now
Ciao
To mean a lot thus far
I won't let you on my stage, my page
You can't know
Yet you have to know
And that I only want you to see
My favorite part of me
And not my ugly side
Not my ugly side..."
"Ugly Side" by Blue October
I didn't have a spring break and to save space I put story underneath ze cut
I worked all week for starters but was called on Wednesday saying that my dog had been picked up by animal control. Joy.
After a long talk with the lady holding her for a while, I thought all was well and taken care of, she would have a nice new home with kids and love and all the things I could not give her.
Thursday I get a call...Piper had been taken to the shelter.
I tried to call the lady I had talked to the day before to figure out what happened. She never answered or returned my calls. Frustrating to say the least. So, Friday (my ONLY day off of work) I had to go pay $75 to get the dog out of the shelter and take her to her new home which is just a few houses down from mine. But needless to say it was the longest 3 1/2 hours I had ever spent.
I've been watching Naruto for about 2 weeks straight now and reading fanfiction of a non-canon coupling (and when I say non-canon I mean its no where NEAR becoming canon. ever.) I'm tempted to write some myself, which is a bad idea. I haven't been watching it for the past couple days though. Sunday I watched Pride and Prejudice instead and Yesterday I played Lego Star Wars all evening, causing me to lose track of time and I didn't get to talk to my Chris at all. God I feel like such an awful girlfriend at times.
Sunday my family had our Easter celebration. Alot of my relatives (mainly my Grandma) work fussing about how this will be my "last holiday with them". It didn't really bother me. But something hit me when someone mentioned my brother.
I won't be here for his birthdays anymore. It hurts just thinking about it. Despite how mean I can be to him he's still my baby brother and to think about all I'm going to miss hurts. His first High School football game, his first car, prom, his first major screw up, his first real girlfriend that I get to threaten. I won't be able to protect him the way I used to.
I won't be there to guide him anymore and it scares me to death.
Blah...But of all the people I'm leaving behind, the people I will miss the most have been narrowed down to my parents, Stephen, Jill, Melissa, and Ellen.
The thought of leaving those six people could bring me to tears.
That's all for now
Ciao