Reaching out for a hand, that's not there.. but you're not here... not here...
So.. school is over with for the summer. Finally. Thank God. I was getting so tired of it. And surprisingly, I did really good. Well I could've done A LOT better if I wasn't so lazy and if everything didn't get harder. But I pulled through. I passed that Biology exam and my Geometry exam. I was extatic. I even made high honors the last half. I haven't made that in the past 2 quarters. But yeah, nobody else was happy for me though. Cause Thursday started off like a bitch. Woke up around 8:30 and was out for my bus by 9:10ish. My bus usually comes 25 after. But it didn't this time and I waited outside until 9:45. So I figured I missed my bus. Asked my mom for a ride and she starts yelling at me for not being out early enough and so I just say "Yeah, you're just mad cause you're too lazy and tired to drive me." And then she goes nuts and comes after and tries to push me out of the house and I refused so she starts slapping me in the head and I got really pissed so I started swinging back at her, I didn't really get her, but I pissed her off and she pushed me right before I was about to actually punch her in the face. Then I just walked away. It was pretty retarded. So my dad ended up driving me at like 10. I was too early. So I waited for everyone to come into school by myself. Got the report cards and then went outside and waited for the buses for like 10/15 minutes. Yes, I was happy about how I did, but I knew my mom wouldn't talk to me so I just came home upset, set my report card on the counter and went in my room and cried myself to sleep. I woke up around 5 to Scott calling me to ask me to go to the movies to see The Omen. I thought it was good. And that's all that happned Thursday. I woke up around 3 in the morning the same night though, cramping. They kept me up until 6. I told my mom, but she just walked away from me. So I went back to sleep.
Friday, I did nothing all day. Later on though, my dad wanted to go to Barret's. I wasn't going to go, but I ended up going anyways. Came home and then went on the computer. I thought my mom got over the stupid fight, but she told me to get off the computer and what a waste I was. So I went to bed, well attempted, but then she called me out around 2. She wanted to "talk". Did and it ended up in me crying myself to sleep again, at 4 in the morning. Everything was better though between me and my mom I guess (we made up.) Yup.
Saturday I worked. It sucked. It was really busy too. Then I came home and Anita surprisingly called me. She was going to Mellow and wanted to know if I wanted to join her and Kristen. I didn't go to the park with them, but they picked me up and we went to the mall and Denny's. That was fun. A little boring, but mostly fun. Then I came home and went to sleep about 4 in the morning.
Today, me and Scott were supposed to hang out. But his mom was going out, his father was working, and who knows what about his sister, so he couldn't get a ride up here and I couldn't come down there. And around 11 tonite, I was talking to Anita online and she said she saw Scott at the park. I'm upset that he didn't call me to hang out there, cause I would've even if I was to just sit there and watch him play tennis with his friends. It's better than sitting in my house doing nothing. But yeah, he didn't call. .. Whatever. Hopefully we'll hang out tomorrow and Tuesday on his birthday. I dunno what to get him for it. But I have to figure it out soon.
Okay I'm out. This update sucked. Bye.
Friday, I did nothing all day. Later on though, my dad wanted to go to Barret's. I wasn't going to go, but I ended up going anyways. Came home and then went on the computer. I thought my mom got over the stupid fight, but she told me to get off the computer and what a waste I was. So I went to bed, well attempted, but then she called me out around 2. She wanted to "talk". Did and it ended up in me crying myself to sleep again, at 4 in the morning. Everything was better though between me and my mom I guess (we made up.) Yup.
Saturday I worked. It sucked. It was really busy too. Then I came home and Anita surprisingly called me. She was going to Mellow and wanted to know if I wanted to join her and Kristen. I didn't go to the park with them, but they picked me up and we went to the mall and Denny's. That was fun. A little boring, but mostly fun. Then I came home and went to sleep about 4 in the morning.
Today, me and Scott were supposed to hang out. But his mom was going out, his father was working, and who knows what about his sister, so he couldn't get a ride up here and I couldn't come down there. And around 11 tonite, I was talking to Anita online and she said she saw Scott at the park. I'm upset that he didn't call me to hang out there, cause I would've even if I was to just sit there and watch him play tennis with his friends. It's better than sitting in my house doing nothing. But yeah, he didn't call. .. Whatever. Hopefully we'll hang out tomorrow and Tuesday on his birthday. I dunno what to get him for it. But I have to figure it out soon.
Okay I'm out. This update sucked. Bye.