life just sucks.
yeah. update. life sucks. i'm sure a lot of people out there would agree.
i'm tired of being cooped up in the lab. now some may say this is by choice. i disagree. if i don't work in the lab i don't get work done. so i'm holed up here because it is the only place i can get work done. the longer i'm here the crankier i become. the longer i'm here without getting any work done, the stupider i feel. which is definately how i have been feeling lately. yay. i'm stupid. yay. i'm ranting. i haven't been sleeping enough because i can't seem to go to sleep no matter what time i go to bed. i've totally been let down this whole weekend. i have a midterm next on wed that i'm totally unprepared for. the world is definately fuzzy and i can't focus even after taking my meds. AND ALL THESE GODDAMNED PEOPLE WHO GO OUTSIDE TO SMOKE AND THEN COME BACK IN ARE DEFINATELY PISSING ME OFF. jesus. i'm just....AUGH. yeah. there's a good word. being in the hospital because of stomach wrenching abdominal pain seems even more enjoyable than feeling completely retarded for not understanding something that apparently everyone else understands. and for feeling like i've wasted a weekend due to my own stupidity in the subject. i'm tired of feeling like i always have work to do. i'm tired of turning people down when they invite me out. i miss my boyfriend. i miss my bed.
life just fucking sucks.
i'm tired of being cooped up in the lab. now some may say this is by choice. i disagree. if i don't work in the lab i don't get work done. so i'm holed up here because it is the only place i can get work done. the longer i'm here the crankier i become. the longer i'm here without getting any work done, the stupider i feel. which is definately how i have been feeling lately. yay. i'm stupid. yay. i'm ranting. i haven't been sleeping enough because i can't seem to go to sleep no matter what time i go to bed. i've totally been let down this whole weekend. i have a midterm next on wed that i'm totally unprepared for. the world is definately fuzzy and i can't focus even after taking my meds. AND ALL THESE GODDAMNED PEOPLE WHO GO OUTSIDE TO SMOKE AND THEN COME BACK IN ARE DEFINATELY PISSING ME OFF. jesus. i'm just....AUGH. yeah. there's a good word. being in the hospital because of stomach wrenching abdominal pain seems even more enjoyable than feeling completely retarded for not understanding something that apparently everyone else understands. and for feeling like i've wasted a weekend due to my own stupidity in the subject. i'm tired of feeling like i always have work to do. i'm tired of turning people down when they invite me out. i miss my boyfriend. i miss my bed.
life just fucking sucks.