The possibility of Badness

Mar 31, 2004 11:23




So.... If anyone who read this actually knew me IRL, they would know that I did a brief stint as a bondage model.  I was working primarily with one guy, from a site called Hunters Lair.  He in the past has hooked me up with other producers to work with them as well, but when Bri & I broke up in January, that all kinda stopped.  I had my own site too, but what with the computer offline & movin in with Dad, etc, I pretty much gave it all up.  SOo.... Jim just called me.  This guy Pete wants to work with me soon.  Derek & I have never talked about the subject - b/c I had pretty much given it up since I got together with him.  Now I want to go do this, b/c I could make $300 for a half day's work - which is almost a full week's pay for me - if I did it.  But I'm pretty sure he'd have a big problem with it.  If nothing else, he'd want to go, and Pete doesn't allow male escorts and I can't promise he wouldn't be a problem.  *sigh* So do I go do it and not tell him and hope I don't come back with marks or slip up and say something.... or do I ask him and risk not being able to do it and thereby losing $$?  Or do I tell him rather than ask him and risk making him mad?  I don't know what to do -- if you're reading this, I need advice badly.  Please help. 
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