Without You [songfic]
Title: Without You
Rating: PG-13
Genre/Warnings: angst, major and previous character deaths, suicide, triggering
Pairing: Ian/Anthony
Summary: Ian couldn't go on much longer without Anthony.
Author's Note: Hello! I'm backkkkkk! Sorry I've been a little MIA lately, school, sports, etc. has left me no time to write! I can't wait to get back to it again!
I can't win, I can't reign
I will never win this game
Without you, without you
It's been two months. Two months of depression, two months of mourning, two months of loneliness. Ever since you left. Ever since you left me to live alone in the cruel world full of conceited douchebags. You were the only one that mattered. Now you're gone.
I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you
I hear everyone talk about me being different now. I see the YouTube comments. How ever since the accident, I've been a completely different person. It's because I'm missing a part of me. A huge part of me is missing because of the idiot that can't stop texting for two seconds to actually pay attention to the goddamn road.
I won't run, I won't fly
I will never make it by
Without you, without you
I just can't do it anymore without you being here with me. You made me who I am. You pushed me to do my best. You cheered me up when I was down. You were there when I needed someone. Now you're not. It's unfair...I can't live anymore.
I can't rest, I can't fight
All I need is you and I,
Without you, without you
All I need is you here by my side. It's not too much to ask. Why did it have to be you? Why couldn't it have been me or both of us? It would've been easier that way. Why'd God have to take away my soulmate? You were the only one who really understood me.
Oh oh oh!
You! You! You!
Without...
You! You! You!
Without...you
And now you're gone.
Can't erase, so I'll take blame
But I can't accept that we're estranged
Without you, without you
You shouldn't be gone. It shouldn't be you. It should be someone else. You were an amazing person. Why did you have to be the one that paid?
I can't quit now, this can't be right
I can't take one more sleepless night
Without you, without you
The gun's in my hand right now. I'm waiting until my hand gets steadier so that I don't screw up and then be forced to live an even more fucked up life then I already do. It's not steadying, it's getting more out of control.
I won't soar, I won't climb
If you're not here, I'm paralyzed
Without you, without you
For a minute, my body stopped. An image of you filled my mind. You're perfect chocolately hair to match your big chocolate eyes. A smile that made me melt. I need to be with you.
I can't look, I'm so blind
I lost my heart, I lost my mind
Without you, without you
It's done. My heart's broken and I'm sure I'm going to go crazy at any minute. My hand's on the trigger, ready to pull it.
Oh oh oh!
You! You! You!
Without...
You! You! You!
Without...you
It's like that Batman parody we did back when you were...y'know, alive. When Robin killed himself for Batman. Well, I'm Robin again. But this time, Batman really died.
I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you
Without...you
I pulled the trigger. Fuzzy starts to come into sight and then I can't see anything.
--
): NUHHHHH! *huffs* I hate writing angst. I know I suck. I haven't wrote in like forever. I hope two songfics make up for it. I'm writing another one hopefully tomorrow or Saturday, depending on when I have the time. The songfic will probably be this song again (sorrrrrry! I have so many ideas for this song). Don't worry, the next one will be a happy story :D By the way, read the other version of this songfic. It's not as angsty :P
Song: Without You - David Guetta ft. Usher
Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.
Rating: PG-13
Genre/Warnings: angst, major and previous character deaths, suicide, triggering
Pairing: Ian/Anthony
Summary: Ian couldn't go on much longer without Anthony.
Author's Note: Hello! I'm backkkkkk! Sorry I've been a little MIA lately, school, sports, etc. has left me no time to write! I can't wait to get back to it again!
I can't win, I can't reign
I will never win this game
Without you, without you
It's been two months. Two months of depression, two months of mourning, two months of loneliness. Ever since you left. Ever since you left me to live alone in the cruel world full of conceited douchebags. You were the only one that mattered. Now you're gone.
I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you
I hear everyone talk about me being different now. I see the YouTube comments. How ever since the accident, I've been a completely different person. It's because I'm missing a part of me. A huge part of me is missing because of the idiot that can't stop texting for two seconds to actually pay attention to the goddamn road.
I won't run, I won't fly
I will never make it by
Without you, without you
I just can't do it anymore without you being here with me. You made me who I am. You pushed me to do my best. You cheered me up when I was down. You were there when I needed someone. Now you're not. It's unfair...I can't live anymore.
I can't rest, I can't fight
All I need is you and I,
Without you, without you
All I need is you here by my side. It's not too much to ask. Why did it have to be you? Why couldn't it have been me or both of us? It would've been easier that way. Why'd God have to take away my soulmate? You were the only one who really understood me.
Oh oh oh!
You! You! You!
Without...
You! You! You!
Without...you
And now you're gone.
Can't erase, so I'll take blame
But I can't accept that we're estranged
Without you, without you
You shouldn't be gone. It shouldn't be you. It should be someone else. You were an amazing person. Why did you have to be the one that paid?
I can't quit now, this can't be right
I can't take one more sleepless night
Without you, without you
The gun's in my hand right now. I'm waiting until my hand gets steadier so that I don't screw up and then be forced to live an even more fucked up life then I already do. It's not steadying, it's getting more out of control.
I won't soar, I won't climb
If you're not here, I'm paralyzed
Without you, without you
For a minute, my body stopped. An image of you filled my mind. You're perfect chocolately hair to match your big chocolate eyes. A smile that made me melt. I need to be with you.
I can't look, I'm so blind
I lost my heart, I lost my mind
Without you, without you
It's done. My heart's broken and I'm sure I'm going to go crazy at any minute. My hand's on the trigger, ready to pull it.
Oh oh oh!
You! You! You!
Without...
You! You! You!
Without...you
It's like that Batman parody we did back when you were...y'know, alive. When Robin killed himself for Batman. Well, I'm Robin again. But this time, Batman really died.
I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same
Without you, without you
Without...you
I pulled the trigger. Fuzzy starts to come into sight and then I can't see anything.
--
): NUHHHHH! *huffs* I hate writing angst. I know I suck. I haven't wrote in like forever. I hope two songfics make up for it. I'm writing another one hopefully tomorrow or Saturday, depending on when I have the time. The songfic will probably be this song again (sorrrrrry! I have so many ideas for this song). Don't worry, the next one will be a happy story :D By the way, read the other version of this songfic. It's not as angsty :P
Song: Without You - David Guetta ft. Usher
Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.