Another day of misery.
So it looks like I have a promising future of: A) Brutal withdrawals (cant afford my Rx), B)Bitter loneliness, C)Self-loathing.
Basically everyone is leaving and having success with their lives, Christina is going to move in with some dude in Makiki, Erin moving in with her Bf.
Me? I'm losing my apartment, giving my cat away and basically going to be homeless. Possibly jobless as well.
If this is my fate then I'm going to find a way to die.
I'm 34, WAAAAAY to old for anyone in Hawaii (Sorry, 30 or younger or your an old freak) also my BMI is abot 20%, ANYONE about 10% is considered a freak, therefore left to die or fuck other fat freaks.
This is the way of our 'culture'. Now you see why I hate this place and it's people with a virulent passion. These people and their fabulous fake culture can all fucking die.
I don't want to live in this world of shit.
Basically everyone is leaving and having success with their lives, Christina is going to move in with some dude in Makiki, Erin moving in with her Bf.
Me? I'm losing my apartment, giving my cat away and basically going to be homeless. Possibly jobless as well.
If this is my fate then I'm going to find a way to die.
I'm 34, WAAAAAY to old for anyone in Hawaii (Sorry, 30 or younger or your an old freak) also my BMI is abot 20%, ANYONE about 10% is considered a freak, therefore left to die or fuck other fat freaks.
This is the way of our 'culture'. Now you see why I hate this place and it's people with a virulent passion. These people and their fabulous fake culture can all fucking die.
I don't want to live in this world of shit.