Don't be such a pussy

[firetears_x]

I used to think I was stronger than this. I guess I just never really knew what a broken heart felt like. Even when I try to piece together exactly what I feel, it doesn't come close. And I know I shouldn't feel like this for so many reasons but I do. It makes me hate myself. You make me miserable sometimes, and yet, you still have a way of making my heart skip a beat when I see you. But when I see you with someone else, people whose name you don't even know, my heart sinks into the pit of my stomach. Burning. Like a fire that courses through me and causes me to hate you almost as much as I love you. I can't take it.

I'll never let my weakness show in front of you.