Journal #18.
Dear livejournal.com,
I just kinda realized that how much i have changed once i came into highschool. Even in the past 2 days, i've gone through too much. Way too much. Jessie got pissed at me, and now she's kinda...cold to me. That bothers me because i actually care if i lose her. BUT HOLY FUCK. OKAY IN THIS SITE I HAVE POSTED AT LEAST 4-5 JOURNALS ABOUT THIS PERSON. I don't know what you want from me, i don't care anymore. I don't care if you hate me, i really don't. You were one of my best friends. I stopped feeling that way a while ago when you started attacking everything i said. If you hate me fine, i'll just stay away from you. But don't try to change who i am, because i know there's people out there who appreciate my personality and actually will have a good time with me. I know that i piss a lot of people off. But to be honest, i don't really care anymore because it's who i am. And if you're truly my friend, then you should learn to deal with it, or just leave me. I really don't care.
There's been too much going on in my life lately. I dont' want to deal with my friends right now.
Not dealing with this shit anymore,
DiNoY
I just kinda realized that how much i have changed once i came into highschool. Even in the past 2 days, i've gone through too much. Way too much. Jessie got pissed at me, and now she's kinda...cold to me. That bothers me because i actually care if i lose her. BUT HOLY FUCK. OKAY IN THIS SITE I HAVE POSTED AT LEAST 4-5 JOURNALS ABOUT THIS PERSON. I don't know what you want from me, i don't care anymore. I don't care if you hate me, i really don't. You were one of my best friends. I stopped feeling that way a while ago when you started attacking everything i said. If you hate me fine, i'll just stay away from you. But don't try to change who i am, because i know there's people out there who appreciate my personality and actually will have a good time with me. I know that i piss a lot of people off. But to be honest, i don't really care anymore because it's who i am. And if you're truly my friend, then you should learn to deal with it, or just leave me. I really don't care.
There's been too much going on in my life lately. I dont' want to deal with my friends right now.
Not dealing with this shit anymore,
DiNoY