Aug 03, 2008 21:59
You know
ever since I was in Q of A I've always had a thing for her. I think she was my first love. even back then she was it for me. She was the one I wanted to be with. She was the one who made me feel like a somebody. she was the one.
Her smile is just so soothing and her smell so captivating and calming and just the thought of her sends tingles up my spine. even though I know she is probably out doing some other guy and I HATE her for it. I hate her for not try, and not careing and LYING!!!1 I still can't stand to be away from her. I'm trying my best to get over her and nothing I do is working. I just need to go find an alternate mind set and just get away from her(e). And it's hard to stay here, because everything I own reminds me of her, because I always thought, that it would one day be both of ours.