My State
Lately i have been going through some of the bigest life changes ever and on top of it there has been this weird feeling. Sleep without sleep is about the only way i think i can explain what has been going on. I might sleep for about 2 hours and feel like ive been asleep for like 10 and some nights i dont even sleep at all.
I think this has alot to do with whats going on around me. My parents and my sister are fighting more than normal, and as always paula blames everything on me. Then there is all the other crap, the most worring of them all is my knees, now i know at one stage you have all heard about me knees and i know you have all heard me winge about them. Well now i know its bad. Ill explain it the way it as explained to me, the platelo-femoral joint (kneecap, upperleg) is deteriorating quiet badley. If not treated soon WILL lead to osteoarthritis by age 20. This is definatley not a good thing.