...too tired.
I feel very bad today. This morning Amon tried to wake me up at 7am, but I could not get up. The air in my room was too cold, and it was too warm underneath my blankets. I was tired because I had been up late tossing and turning...not certain why I haven't been sleeping so well lately...so I refused to get out of bed.
Amon had given up and stalked out of the room, grumbling about something under his breath. I was concerned when I finally rose that he was angry with me, but that was not the case; for lunch he had put together a plate of leftovers for me from the excellent meal he'd cooked the night before, and we talked as we ate.
He worries about what might happen if the Mennonites were to uncover our identities at some point. There is no immediate danger of such a thing, as far as he and I can tell; but I understand it is on his mind, and why---he is a guardian, plain and simple. Before me, he guarded STN-J's secrets, as well as his own teammates; it is in his nature to do so. I only hope his concerns are unwarranted. I have already begun to enjoy living here, with Jebediah and his family, and little Abigail---and I would be very sad if we had to suddenly leave.
The visit to the Farmer's Market this weekend was most enjoyable. I wish it were open more often than just on weekends; but they have a website (most likely for their non-Amish customer base), and I have been perusing it to see what else I would like to shop for. Amon, we need to investigate this (I would like to try apple dumplings), this (I would love an indoor plant), and this.
Amon, one question: what is "Fashion Brand Linens & Lingerie"?
Amon had given up and stalked out of the room, grumbling about something under his breath. I was concerned when I finally rose that he was angry with me, but that was not the case; for lunch he had put together a plate of leftovers for me from the excellent meal he'd cooked the night before, and we talked as we ate.
He worries about what might happen if the Mennonites were to uncover our identities at some point. There is no immediate danger of such a thing, as far as he and I can tell; but I understand it is on his mind, and why---he is a guardian, plain and simple. Before me, he guarded STN-J's secrets, as well as his own teammates; it is in his nature to do so. I only hope his concerns are unwarranted. I have already begun to enjoy living here, with Jebediah and his family, and little Abigail---and I would be very sad if we had to suddenly leave.
The visit to the Farmer's Market this weekend was most enjoyable. I wish it were open more often than just on weekends; but they have a website (most likely for their non-Amish customer base), and I have been perusing it to see what else I would like to shop for. Amon, we need to investigate this (I would like to try apple dumplings), this (I would love an indoor plant), and this.
Amon, one question: what is "Fashion Brand Linens & Lingerie"?