feeling down...
lately i have been feeling kinda down. i shouldnt really, i have a great family who is verry supportive, friends that if i do need them they will be here in the drop of a hat, and an awesome romanticly inclined friend. its not like i dont have an amazing roof over my head, a great truck to take me places, and everything i need in between. i just feel down. i suppose thats the problem with depression. no matter how cushy my life is i cant help but feel useless.
i need to just get off my ass and do things that will make me productive. things like make more aprons, or start writing down my haiku ideas, or even take my phycs advice and write a book about my familys dynamic (makes me worry alot about my family)
i need to start thinking about what i can do with my life. how to make a living that can accomidate my social anexity disorder. the only way i can think of doing that is take risks that maynot even pay off, like write a book or make and sell my "creations" online. i just dont know how or if its worth it, but i suppose i will never know till i try.
well heres to trying... i suppose
i need to just get off my ass and do things that will make me productive. things like make more aprons, or start writing down my haiku ideas, or even take my phycs advice and write a book about my familys dynamic (makes me worry alot about my family)
i need to start thinking about what i can do with my life. how to make a living that can accomidate my social anexity disorder. the only way i can think of doing that is take risks that maynot even pay off, like write a book or make and sell my "creations" online. i just dont know how or if its worth it, but i suppose i will never know till i try.
well heres to trying... i suppose