The world is collapsing around our ears...I turned up the radio
This time of year always makes me nostalgic. It always makes me want to reach for something stable. I've been shaken.
It has been two years since I graduated from high school, but I feel more so like I am in high school than I did then.
Regressing is a problem for me. I act more like a child now than I let myself then. I do not know how to live in this stable environment.
shake it up.
So I am reverting back to the basics. Back to the ones that do not disappoint me, but mainly to a place where I do not disappoint myself.
My mom and grandmother are coming today to help start moving me out. I am glad. I am really going to need help. I don't know where to start.
Thursday I am going to have a crazy girls day with my roomie...marathon of Gilmore Girls (yes, she got me addicted!),going to the pool, then we will probably start drinking at 4. Then we are going to try baking while drunk. Yesssss....
Had my one and only final this morning, Chemistry. I never know how that is going to come out.
Sunday leave for SIFE nationals in Dallas, Texas. First plane ride. Fun.
Please let me shake off this funk. I want to be awake for this.
It has been two years since I graduated from high school, but I feel more so like I am in high school than I did then.
Regressing is a problem for me. I act more like a child now than I let myself then. I do not know how to live in this stable environment.
shake it up.
So I am reverting back to the basics. Back to the ones that do not disappoint me, but mainly to a place where I do not disappoint myself.
My mom and grandmother are coming today to help start moving me out. I am glad. I am really going to need help. I don't know where to start.
Thursday I am going to have a crazy girls day with my roomie...marathon of Gilmore Girls (yes, she got me addicted!),going to the pool, then we will probably start drinking at 4. Then we are going to try baking while drunk. Yesssss....
Had my one and only final this morning, Chemistry. I never know how that is going to come out.
Sunday leave for SIFE nationals in Dallas, Texas. First plane ride. Fun.
Please let me shake off this funk. I want to be awake for this.