Quill & Ink
Jessica's surprise visit was much needed. Maybe I just needed to be spoiled with ice cream, truffles, a quill and ink set, a graphic novel, strip of "cool" pictures, more truffles, and a meal at Little Tokyo. That is just her. Oh yeah, and she is insisting on paying for my birthday party at Scoops, which let me tell you, is not cheap.
So that was nice, and a needed break from shit I have been thinking about. Not that what I am thinking about has anything to do with me...well it does, sort of. I am just worried about the nature of humanity. It seems everyone out for the win/control. Should life be this never ending cat and mouse game. I do not feel like this personally. I am happy. I take everyday for everything it is for once in my life; however, is it a matter of time before someone comes and shits on it? In some ways, the cat has already one. I have let it seep into my brain. I have let it question my ideals.
Is everyone for sale?
Chances are if you think you are an interesting/bright/intelligent/logical person, you are not looking deep enough. Think about it, just by saying or thinking that you have cut yourself off to change because you think you are above it, and that is just ignorance. Life has gotten the better of you. That is just sad.
I think life is hard. It is a game that is unfair and probably out to get you. It is the choices you make that shape the person you are. More importantly, it is the choices you make now...that one step closer to growth, change, and enlightenment. Usually the hardest decisions are the right ones.
Always follow your heart.
and now to quote my sweater, "To fear love is to fear life and those who fear life are already three parts dead."
Oh and a big thank you to Jody and Meredith for St. Patrick's Day. We finally got a party!
So that was nice, and a needed break from shit I have been thinking about. Not that what I am thinking about has anything to do with me...well it does, sort of. I am just worried about the nature of humanity. It seems everyone out for the win/control. Should life be this never ending cat and mouse game. I do not feel like this personally. I am happy. I take everyday for everything it is for once in my life; however, is it a matter of time before someone comes and shits on it? In some ways, the cat has already one. I have let it seep into my brain. I have let it question my ideals.
Is everyone for sale?
Chances are if you think you are an interesting/bright/intelligent/logical person, you are not looking deep enough. Think about it, just by saying or thinking that you have cut yourself off to change because you think you are above it, and that is just ignorance. Life has gotten the better of you. That is just sad.
I think life is hard. It is a game that is unfair and probably out to get you. It is the choices you make that shape the person you are. More importantly, it is the choices you make now...that one step closer to growth, change, and enlightenment. Usually the hardest decisions are the right ones.
Always follow your heart.
and now to quote my sweater, "To fear love is to fear life and those who fear life are already three parts dead."
Oh and a big thank you to Jody and Meredith for St. Patrick's Day. We finally got a party!