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I have no idea what I want anymore and I don't know which is worse, that, or knowing what I want and not being able to get it. I'm back and forth, I'm all over the map. I'm even having trouble writing. Its like I need to have a person that I'm hopelessly in love with to be my muse or I get completely blocked. Now I feel like my life lacks inspiration. I dunno what it is but...I guess I just need something good to happen.