[one shot] Drunk and Disorderly
I made a comment yesterday about feeling like I wasn't a good enough writer to even try to get published (yes that is my actual goal for my original fiction), and every since then my imagination has been on over drive to prove me wrong. Bonus is you guys get the end results of that since all my ideas are fanfiction based not original fiction based. This is the latest one... and it's a bit different since it's a pairing that isn't very popular but I love just the same.
And yes I am aware that the title has more to do with the beginning of the fic and less of the end, but I'm the author and I like it.
Title: Drunk and Disorderly
Author: fireside_story
Pairing: DenDen
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Smut, Romance, Fluff
Word Count: 3,759
Summary: Junno makes a drunken phone call to Koki, but he never expected him to come visit.
Disclaimer: Don't own any of the boys
Warning: sexual content, drunk!Junno, spazzy!Ueda, and me dealing with some of my Koki leaving angst.
Beta'd: nope... too tired to even edit it myself
Junno drained his sixth beer of the night, settling the empty bottle on the coffee table with more force then he intended. Lying down on the couch, he draped his arm over his eyes. Another night where he was alone, and all he wanted to do was forget. It had been months but still he hadn't been able to truly move on with his life, so now he just wanted to forget. Forget about the man that made him feel like no man ever had, the man whose smile always made the day brighter, who took care of them when they were behaving like children. He couldn't forget Koki, and he wanted to. Or at least he wanted to forget how he felt about him, but he couldn't and every day was a constant reminder for him. That he had never shared his feelings and that he was alone.
It didn't really help him that he worked with one of the happiest couples in the world. He was happy for Kame and Ueda, really he was, but they didn't make things easier for him. They had been together so long they didn't notice all the little things, like how Kame's hand would graze Ueda's leg when they sat next to each other or how Ueda would place his hand on the small of Kame's back when walking past him. They were madly in love with each other, and had been for years, and were totally comfortable in their relationship. Junno hated to admit it, but he was jealous. He looked at them and couldn't help but feel the pang that he wanted what they had. That maybe he could have had it, if only he had opened up and told Koki the truth, instead of always putting it off. He thought they had all the time in the world, but their time had run out and now he was alone, drinking himself into a stupor in his dark living room.
Groaning Junno rolled onto his side. This was the only problem with drinking, he couldn't turn the thoughts off. When he was sober he could ignore them, but drunk they flowed freely and he found himself wallowing in them, until he grabbed another bottle to make them stop. Except they only stopped when he was so drunk he couldn't think anymore, and usually passed out on his couch to wake up the next morning with the consequences.
Staring at his coffee table Junno reached for his phone. After missing it a few times he finally was able to pick up the device and scrolled through his contacts until he found the name he was looking for. This was his habit on his drunken nights, spending hours staring at Koki's number while not actually doing anything. He didn't even realize he had dialled until he had the phone pressed to his ear and he heard Koki's voicemail pick up.
"Hey, it's Junno," he started trying his hardest not to slur every word. "I'm just calling to see how everything is going with you and talk. Feel free to call me when you get this." Dropping the phone on the floor, Junnoe closed his eyes. He had just wanted to hear Koki's voice, to talk to him even though he knew he wasn't supposed to. Instead he got his voicemail, not even the real person. Somewhere some god was laughing at him, Junno just knew it.
Next thing Junno knew someone was pounding on his front door. Peering open his eyes, he noticed over an hour had passed since he called Koki, he must have fallen asleep right after. Staggering to the door, while holding onto the wall for support, he opened the door, blinking when the harsh light from the hallway met his eyes. Once his vision cleared, he figured this was some alcohol induced dream, since there was no way Koki was standing in front of him, but there he was. He looked different from when Junno last saw him, less primped and more his own personal style with wisps of facial hair gracing his upper lip and chin and the stud showing under his bottom lip. It suited him and for a fleeting moment Junno was happy he had left KAT-TUN, since how he was finally getting to be the person he wanted to be.
"Koki," Junno said quietly, still not really believing the other man was standing there.
Koki said nothing, just stepped into the apartment cupping Junno's face in his hands, he kissed him. Closing the door behind them, Junno wrapped his arms around the other man as they both poured every emotion they had into the kiss. Breaking the kiss Koki rested his forehead against Junno's. "I came as soon as I got your message. I've been waiting for you to call."
Junno nearly burst into tears as he kissed Koki again. All this time, all he had had to do was actually dial the number. Now he was glad he finally had. Koki kicked off his shoes, as Juuno opened his mouth to him, an invitation Koki gladly accepted plunging his tongue inside to mesh with the other's. Desire rose between them, Junno's hands reaching under Koki's shirt to explore the body underneath.
"Junno, you're drunk," Koki reasoned, mentally scolding himself when Junno took the opportunity to remove Koki's shirt and he did nothing to stop him.
"A little," Junno agreed, kissing Koki again, hands already working on undoing the other man's belt.
Pushing Junno away, Koki shook his head "I don't want to take advantage of you."
"But I want you to," Junno whispered, undoing Koki's jeans reaching his hand inside his boxers to take hold of his growing erection.
Koki shuddered a sigh, leaning his head on Junno's shoulder. Pleasure ran through his system from as those amazing long fingers moved over him in ways he had dreamed of numerous times, except this was way better then his dreams. He knew he should stop this, that Junno was only doing this because he was drunk and they'd both regret it in the morning, but he had wanted Junno for so long that he couldn't. Against his better judgement, he allowed himself to be pulled to Junno's bedroom, where he soon found himself lying on the bed with Junno straddling him. Junno quickly pulled his shirt over his head before leaning down, capturing Koki's mouth in a passionate kiss. Hands roamed freely over their bodies, Koki cupping Junno's ass that was still covered in his jeans. Sitting up Junno started undoing his own belt and jeans until Koki's hands on his stilled him.
"What are you doing?" Koki asked gently sitting up as much as he could with Junno straddling his waist.
"Getting naked., it makes sex easier if we're naked," Junno answered. He was drunk and horny, so why was Koki choosing now to ask all the questions?!
"But half of fun is getting to discover you, all of you. Are you really going to take that away from me?" Koki teased, pulling Junno's hands away from his own belt.
Junno pulled his hands out of Koki's grasp easily and buried his long fingers deep in the other man's black curls. "You can discover me all you want next time," Junno growled before crushing Koki's lips under his own.
Flipping them, Koki laid Junno on his back finishing the task of undoing Junno's pants, sliding them along with his boxers down Junno's long legs. The long legs that Koki couldn't wait to feel wrap around his waist. "Next time, I like the sound of that."
Junno reached up, pulling Koki's pants off to join his own on the floor, "then you had better start the 'this time' or there will never be a 'next time'!"
"Anyone ever tell you, you're really impatient when you're drunk and horny?" Koki asked. Any answer Junno had thought of was quickly driving out of his mind as Koki snapped his hips forward, driving their erections together. Thrusting continuously Koki let out a low moan as Junno wrapped his legs around his waist, pulling the two of them as close as he could.
"Junno. Lube?" was all Koki was able to growl out.
Junno turned so he was able to reach his bedside table. Opening the drawer he reached inside in search of the tube, moaning when he felt Koki begin to kiss along his shoulder blades. Grabbing the tube, Junno's breath hitched as he felt Koki curl up against his back, tilting his hips up so Junno was on his knees, Koki took hold of Junno's length. Junno panted into the pillow as the other man began stroking him, until Koki was jerking him roughly. Groaning Junno felt Koki shift, so that the other man's hard length was right as his entrance. All he had to do was push his hips back and Koki would be inside him where he wanted, and it took all his willpower not to. He knew he could get hurt otherwise, but that didn't stop the temptation from being there. Instead he forced them both into a sitting position, straddling Koki's lap while the other man continued to jerk him off. Resting his head on the shoulder behind him, Junno panted more heavily the closer he got the his climax, small noises of pleasure escaping him every so often, until with a single shout he emptied himself over Koki's hand.
Threading his hand through Koki's hair, Junno turned to kiss the other man, while his left hand found Koki's, forcing him to begin to jerk him off again. He knew it was soon but Koki had always had the ability to turn him on quickly, a fact Junno had kept hidden until now.
"Again so soon?" Koki teased, more then happy to pleasure the man in his arms again.
"Can't get enough of you," Junno panted, feeling himself grow hard again in record time.
Picking the tube off the bed where Junno had left it, Koki managed to open it, and squirt some on his fingers with one hand. "Then how about I up the stakes a bit?" he purred in Junno's ear before thrusting a finger into his entrance. Junno cried out at the intrusion, whimpering in pleasure when the second finger was added. Unable to control himself, Junno rode the fingers inside him in time with Koki's jerking, crying out again when the third finger was added to the sweet torment.
Koki watched as Junno moved in his lap, a fine layer of sweat developing over his skin. It made him want to pin Junno to the mattress and thrust deep inside him until they were both undone by the pleasure of it all. "God dammit Junnosuke. You have no idea just how sexy you are do you?" Koki asked gruffly, starting to pull his fingers out.
"No, not yet," Junno cried, clamping his internal muscles around Koki's fingers to keep them in place. "So close."
Koki groaned imagining what those muscles would feel like around other parts of his body, but if Junno wanted to be pleasured then Koki was determined to do it. Thrusting his fingers back inside Junno he grinned when he heard Junno shout having just found his sweet spot, continuing the motion until Junno stilled in his lap, emptying himself again.
Leaning back against Koki's chest, Junno caught his breath as his head began to clear. One thing he knew for sure, he was done playing these games. Swiftly turning to face the other man, Junno pushed Koki's back against the mattress, surprise evident in his eyes. Picking up the tube Junno squirted some into his hand before taking hold of Koki's shaft, coating the organ while trying to give up some amount of pleasure as well. His head was still swimming, but Junno no longer knew if it was from the alcohol or the pleasure, though he figured it was the alcohol.
Once Koki was ready, Junno wasted so time in positioning the organ at his entrance then taking all of Koki into himself in one fast motion. Both of them cried out at the feeling, Junno stayed still for a moment while his body adjusted. It had been awhile since he had sex last, so he needed to give his body time. Though not too much time as he was soon riding Koki hard and fast, desperate to feel the pleasure the other man could give him. Bracing his hands on Koki's chest, Junno used is as extra leverage. Panting heavily Junno hung his head, feeling Koki's fingers biting into the skin on his hips as he guided Junno to the places that would pleasure them both the best. Junno could feel his end nearing, but he didn't want it to. He wanted to hold out, to feel Koki inside him until he couldn't move from exhaustion.
Koki could tell Junno was close, and was fighting himself not to be. Sitting up he pushed Junno back down in the bed, cupping his shoulders as he guided his lovers head onto the pillow. Continuing to thrust inside Junno, Koki watched the pleasure as it drifted across Junno's face, loving the small noises Junno made every now and again letting Koki know he was doing it right. Leaning down, Koki kissed Junno's parted lips, moaning into the other man's mouth when he felt those long legs wrap around his waist and try to pull him deeper inside him. Koki couldn't handle it much longer, thrusting hard and deep into Junno until they both cried out in ultimate pleasure, spilling their essence. Rolling off the other man, Koki collapsed on the bed before his strength gave out, pulling out of his lover's body with a whimper of protest from Junno. Wrapping his arm around the slender man, Koki pulled him to his side until Junno was cuddled up against him.
"Just found a good way to sober up," Junno muttered tracing light circles over Koki's chest with his fingers.
Looking down at Junno, Koki suppress a laugh, "what? Sex."
"Not just any sex, amazing sex." Junno corrected looking up into the other man's eyes. Reaching up he brushed his fingertips along the stud under Koki's lip. "This is new."
"Yeah, I wasn't able to do it when..." Koki didn't finish, not really wanting to talk about anything relating to KAT-TUN. It still hurt when he remembered he was no longer a part of the group.
"I like it," Junno declared, not wanting to upset the other man.
"Really? Or are you telling me that to make me feel better?" Koki asked quirking an eyebrow.
"No I really do like it, it suits you." Junno starting, before a wicked grin graced his features reminding Koki an awful lot of Ueda.
"If I wanted to make you feel better, I'd do this," he finished straddling Koki's waist.
"You like it up there don't you?" Koki grinned, if Junno was going to play this game so could he.
Junno nodded, crying out in shock when Koki's hips thrust up to meet his own. Leaning over Junno caught Koki's lips in a heated kiss. Now that the taste of beer was gone Koki, finally got the taste of Junno. He had always expected Junno to taste sweet, like melted brown sugar or liquid honey. Instead there was a hint of spice, like honey mixed with cayenne pepper, and Koki couldn't wait to explore everything Junno had to offer him.
Once Junno lifted his head, Koki uttered the first thing that came to mind, not sure what had brought it out of him, "I missed you."
Junno stilled, looking deep into the other man's dark eyes and they told him everything. The pain that Koki still felt about no longer being a part of them, and the fear that he had disappointed them beyond repair. The deeper Junno looked the more raw the emotions became until he saw the pure emotion Koki was hiding, maybe even from himself. The sight of it nearly choked Junno with his own emotions, "I missed you too. We all have."
"I love you. I don't know why I didn't say it before, but I do." Koki declared, feeling if he didn't say this now he was never going to get the chance. He didn't know what would happen when he left this apartment, so he wanted to make sure he had no regrets.
Junno closed his eyes, feeling the warmth run through his system from Koki's words. For years he had waited to hear those words, and now that he had he was determined hold unto this sweet man. "I love you too."
Wrapping his arms around Junno's back, Koki pulled the slender man down for a hug, marvelling in the feel of Junno's hair tickling his chest while he laid in head down. "do you have anywhere you have to be tomorrow?"
Junno nodded, listening to Koki's heartbeat, "I have a last minute rehearsal for Forrest Gump, but that's not until the afternoon. In the morning I'm meeting up with some friends, you should come."
Next morning Koki found himself in the passenger seat of Junno's car as he parked outside the restaurant. He was wearing the same clothes from yesterday since he hadn't had a chance to go back to his place and change. Junno had demanded his attention multiple times throughout the night, and he had been more then happy to give it to him. Now he knew what he was about to walk in on, and he was trying not to panic. "This is a bad idea."
Junno turned to him after turning off the car, "no it's not. Everyone is going to love seeing you again."
Koki took Junno's hand, finally able to make the other man face him, "no Junno you don't understand. I was told very clearly I'm not supposed to have anything to do with you guys. I don't want to get anyone into any more trouble, I've done enough of that."
"You aren't going to get anyone in trouble," Junno assured cupping Koki's face with his hand.
"But I'm not a part of the group anymore -" Koki started but was stopped when Junno moved his finger across his lips.
"This isn't a group breakfast. This is me introducing my new lover to my friends, that's all. Besides, you being let go doesn't change the fact you were a part of our lives for years. This is just like all those breakfasts before, where five friends enjoyed a meal together before going off to work."
"But I won't be going with any of you," Koki finished quietly, reminding both of them of the hole Koki leaving had left behind.
Junno forced one of his trademark smiles, trying to ease the other man, "no you won't, but that doesn't mean I won't see you later tonight. Plus look on the bright side, since we don't work together anymore we don't have to worry about people walking in on us having sex like we've all done with Kazuya and Uepi."
Both men got out of the car, Koki shoving his hands in his pocket to stop himself from putting his arm around Junno's waist. He may no longer be a Johnny, but he was still a public figure which meant he had to watch the way he interacted with other people. "I'm pretty sure that's why Tat-chan got so loud. To warn us all before entering a room."
Junno laughed entering the restaurant, heading straight for the table in the back that was barricaded from the rest of the restaurant by a half wall topped with lavish green plants. At the last minute before being in sight of the table behind the barricade, Junno felt Koki take hold of his wrist.
"Are you sure this is a good idea?" Koki asked quietly, the fear of rejection shining in his eyes.
Junno softened, underneath Koki's tough exterior he was the most vulnerable person Junno had every met. Quickly placing a kiss on Koki's lips, Junno turned taking Koki's hand and pulling him around the barricade, "look who I found!"
There was a moment of pure silence as the shock settled in, then pandemonium almost broke out as all the members tried to hug Koki at once, Ueda being the one in the lead. Junno stood back and watched as the group welcomed Koki back with open arms. Once everything had settled down, Junno took Koki's hand, "I think this is a terrific idea."
Cupping Junno's face in his hands, Koki smiled "I will never doubt you again," he declared before placing a sweet kiss on Junno's lips, making Ueda squeal.
"Okay, Babe, you can calm down now", Kame laughed at the state of excitement his lover was in as the older man literally bounced in his chair due to uncontained happiness.
"But they finally figured it out. Junno won't be alone anymore," Ueda stated wrapping his arms around the younger man's neck before he eyes widened signalling he had an idea. "We should do a double date."
"A double date," Kame repeated quirking an eyebrow. "What if they don't want to do a double date?"
"Ooh, or a dinner!" Ueda continued as if Kame hadn't asked him anything.
"One that I'll end up making?" Kame asked, not sure if he liked where this was heading.
"Yes but you like to cook," Ueda waved off the question, making Kame turn to look at Maru for support.
Maru shurgged, "at least he actually answered that question."
Koki couldn't help but smile as he watched his friends interact as they planned the future dinner. complete with Ueda manipulating Kame by pouting until the older man got what he wanted. Resting his hand on Junno's tight under the table, he turned to look at his new lover only to find Junno watching him.
"Thank you," he said softly so only Junno could hear, as Ueda continued to make plans for more double dates much to Kame's dismay. Of course it didn't really help that Maru kept coming up with ideas and telling them to Ueda.
Junno smiled, unable to suppress how happy he was that all five of them were together again, even if it was just for a meal. "You're welcome."
Leaning in Junno kissed Koki, not caring if he looked like a love sick fool, since that's exactly how he felt. Pulling back he whispered against Koki's lips, "welcome home."
And yes I am aware that the title has more to do with the beginning of the fic and less of the end, but I'm the author and I like it.
Title: Drunk and Disorderly
Author: fireside_story
Pairing: DenDen
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Smut, Romance, Fluff
Word Count: 3,759
Summary: Junno makes a drunken phone call to Koki, but he never expected him to come visit.
Disclaimer: Don't own any of the boys
Warning: sexual content, drunk!Junno, spazzy!Ueda, and me dealing with some of my Koki leaving angst.
Beta'd: nope... too tired to even edit it myself
Junno drained his sixth beer of the night, settling the empty bottle on the coffee table with more force then he intended. Lying down on the couch, he draped his arm over his eyes. Another night where he was alone, and all he wanted to do was forget. It had been months but still he hadn't been able to truly move on with his life, so now he just wanted to forget. Forget about the man that made him feel like no man ever had, the man whose smile always made the day brighter, who took care of them when they were behaving like children. He couldn't forget Koki, and he wanted to. Or at least he wanted to forget how he felt about him, but he couldn't and every day was a constant reminder for him. That he had never shared his feelings and that he was alone.
It didn't really help him that he worked with one of the happiest couples in the world. He was happy for Kame and Ueda, really he was, but they didn't make things easier for him. They had been together so long they didn't notice all the little things, like how Kame's hand would graze Ueda's leg when they sat next to each other or how Ueda would place his hand on the small of Kame's back when walking past him. They were madly in love with each other, and had been for years, and were totally comfortable in their relationship. Junno hated to admit it, but he was jealous. He looked at them and couldn't help but feel the pang that he wanted what they had. That maybe he could have had it, if only he had opened up and told Koki the truth, instead of always putting it off. He thought they had all the time in the world, but their time had run out and now he was alone, drinking himself into a stupor in his dark living room.
Groaning Junno rolled onto his side. This was the only problem with drinking, he couldn't turn the thoughts off. When he was sober he could ignore them, but drunk they flowed freely and he found himself wallowing in them, until he grabbed another bottle to make them stop. Except they only stopped when he was so drunk he couldn't think anymore, and usually passed out on his couch to wake up the next morning with the consequences.
Staring at his coffee table Junno reached for his phone. After missing it a few times he finally was able to pick up the device and scrolled through his contacts until he found the name he was looking for. This was his habit on his drunken nights, spending hours staring at Koki's number while not actually doing anything. He didn't even realize he had dialled until he had the phone pressed to his ear and he heard Koki's voicemail pick up.
"Hey, it's Junno," he started trying his hardest not to slur every word. "I'm just calling to see how everything is going with you and talk. Feel free to call me when you get this." Dropping the phone on the floor, Junnoe closed his eyes. He had just wanted to hear Koki's voice, to talk to him even though he knew he wasn't supposed to. Instead he got his voicemail, not even the real person. Somewhere some god was laughing at him, Junno just knew it.
Next thing Junno knew someone was pounding on his front door. Peering open his eyes, he noticed over an hour had passed since he called Koki, he must have fallen asleep right after. Staggering to the door, while holding onto the wall for support, he opened the door, blinking when the harsh light from the hallway met his eyes. Once his vision cleared, he figured this was some alcohol induced dream, since there was no way Koki was standing in front of him, but there he was. He looked different from when Junno last saw him, less primped and more his own personal style with wisps of facial hair gracing his upper lip and chin and the stud showing under his bottom lip. It suited him and for a fleeting moment Junno was happy he had left KAT-TUN, since how he was finally getting to be the person he wanted to be.
"Koki," Junno said quietly, still not really believing the other man was standing there.
Koki said nothing, just stepped into the apartment cupping Junno's face in his hands, he kissed him. Closing the door behind them, Junno wrapped his arms around the other man as they both poured every emotion they had into the kiss. Breaking the kiss Koki rested his forehead against Junno's. "I came as soon as I got your message. I've been waiting for you to call."
Junno nearly burst into tears as he kissed Koki again. All this time, all he had had to do was actually dial the number. Now he was glad he finally had. Koki kicked off his shoes, as Juuno opened his mouth to him, an invitation Koki gladly accepted plunging his tongue inside to mesh with the other's. Desire rose between them, Junno's hands reaching under Koki's shirt to explore the body underneath.
"Junno, you're drunk," Koki reasoned, mentally scolding himself when Junno took the opportunity to remove Koki's shirt and he did nothing to stop him.
"A little," Junno agreed, kissing Koki again, hands already working on undoing the other man's belt.
Pushing Junno away, Koki shook his head "I don't want to take advantage of you."
"But I want you to," Junno whispered, undoing Koki's jeans reaching his hand inside his boxers to take hold of his growing erection.
Koki shuddered a sigh, leaning his head on Junno's shoulder. Pleasure ran through his system from as those amazing long fingers moved over him in ways he had dreamed of numerous times, except this was way better then his dreams. He knew he should stop this, that Junno was only doing this because he was drunk and they'd both regret it in the morning, but he had wanted Junno for so long that he couldn't. Against his better judgement, he allowed himself to be pulled to Junno's bedroom, where he soon found himself lying on the bed with Junno straddling him. Junno quickly pulled his shirt over his head before leaning down, capturing Koki's mouth in a passionate kiss. Hands roamed freely over their bodies, Koki cupping Junno's ass that was still covered in his jeans. Sitting up Junno started undoing his own belt and jeans until Koki's hands on his stilled him.
"What are you doing?" Koki asked gently sitting up as much as he could with Junno straddling his waist.
"Getting naked., it makes sex easier if we're naked," Junno answered. He was drunk and horny, so why was Koki choosing now to ask all the questions?!
"But half of fun is getting to discover you, all of you. Are you really going to take that away from me?" Koki teased, pulling Junno's hands away from his own belt.
Junno pulled his hands out of Koki's grasp easily and buried his long fingers deep in the other man's black curls. "You can discover me all you want next time," Junno growled before crushing Koki's lips under his own.
Flipping them, Koki laid Junno on his back finishing the task of undoing Junno's pants, sliding them along with his boxers down Junno's long legs. The long legs that Koki couldn't wait to feel wrap around his waist. "Next time, I like the sound of that."
Junno reached up, pulling Koki's pants off to join his own on the floor, "then you had better start the 'this time' or there will never be a 'next time'!"
"Anyone ever tell you, you're really impatient when you're drunk and horny?" Koki asked. Any answer Junno had thought of was quickly driving out of his mind as Koki snapped his hips forward, driving their erections together. Thrusting continuously Koki let out a low moan as Junno wrapped his legs around his waist, pulling the two of them as close as he could.
"Junno. Lube?" was all Koki was able to growl out.
Junno turned so he was able to reach his bedside table. Opening the drawer he reached inside in search of the tube, moaning when he felt Koki begin to kiss along his shoulder blades. Grabbing the tube, Junno's breath hitched as he felt Koki curl up against his back, tilting his hips up so Junno was on his knees, Koki took hold of Junno's length. Junno panted into the pillow as the other man began stroking him, until Koki was jerking him roughly. Groaning Junno felt Koki shift, so that the other man's hard length was right as his entrance. All he had to do was push his hips back and Koki would be inside him where he wanted, and it took all his willpower not to. He knew he could get hurt otherwise, but that didn't stop the temptation from being there. Instead he forced them both into a sitting position, straddling Koki's lap while the other man continued to jerk him off. Resting his head on the shoulder behind him, Junno panted more heavily the closer he got the his climax, small noises of pleasure escaping him every so often, until with a single shout he emptied himself over Koki's hand.
Threading his hand through Koki's hair, Junno turned to kiss the other man, while his left hand found Koki's, forcing him to begin to jerk him off again. He knew it was soon but Koki had always had the ability to turn him on quickly, a fact Junno had kept hidden until now.
"Again so soon?" Koki teased, more then happy to pleasure the man in his arms again.
"Can't get enough of you," Junno panted, feeling himself grow hard again in record time.
Picking the tube off the bed where Junno had left it, Koki managed to open it, and squirt some on his fingers with one hand. "Then how about I up the stakes a bit?" he purred in Junno's ear before thrusting a finger into his entrance. Junno cried out at the intrusion, whimpering in pleasure when the second finger was added. Unable to control himself, Junno rode the fingers inside him in time with Koki's jerking, crying out again when the third finger was added to the sweet torment.
Koki watched as Junno moved in his lap, a fine layer of sweat developing over his skin. It made him want to pin Junno to the mattress and thrust deep inside him until they were both undone by the pleasure of it all. "God dammit Junnosuke. You have no idea just how sexy you are do you?" Koki asked gruffly, starting to pull his fingers out.
"No, not yet," Junno cried, clamping his internal muscles around Koki's fingers to keep them in place. "So close."
Koki groaned imagining what those muscles would feel like around other parts of his body, but if Junno wanted to be pleasured then Koki was determined to do it. Thrusting his fingers back inside Junno he grinned when he heard Junno shout having just found his sweet spot, continuing the motion until Junno stilled in his lap, emptying himself again.
Leaning back against Koki's chest, Junno caught his breath as his head began to clear. One thing he knew for sure, he was done playing these games. Swiftly turning to face the other man, Junno pushed Koki's back against the mattress, surprise evident in his eyes. Picking up the tube Junno squirted some into his hand before taking hold of Koki's shaft, coating the organ while trying to give up some amount of pleasure as well. His head was still swimming, but Junno no longer knew if it was from the alcohol or the pleasure, though he figured it was the alcohol.
Once Koki was ready, Junno wasted so time in positioning the organ at his entrance then taking all of Koki into himself in one fast motion. Both of them cried out at the feeling, Junno stayed still for a moment while his body adjusted. It had been awhile since he had sex last, so he needed to give his body time. Though not too much time as he was soon riding Koki hard and fast, desperate to feel the pleasure the other man could give him. Bracing his hands on Koki's chest, Junno used is as extra leverage. Panting heavily Junno hung his head, feeling Koki's fingers biting into the skin on his hips as he guided Junno to the places that would pleasure them both the best. Junno could feel his end nearing, but he didn't want it to. He wanted to hold out, to feel Koki inside him until he couldn't move from exhaustion.
Koki could tell Junno was close, and was fighting himself not to be. Sitting up he pushed Junno back down in the bed, cupping his shoulders as he guided his lovers head onto the pillow. Continuing to thrust inside Junno, Koki watched the pleasure as it drifted across Junno's face, loving the small noises Junno made every now and again letting Koki know he was doing it right. Leaning down, Koki kissed Junno's parted lips, moaning into the other man's mouth when he felt those long legs wrap around his waist and try to pull him deeper inside him. Koki couldn't handle it much longer, thrusting hard and deep into Junno until they both cried out in ultimate pleasure, spilling their essence. Rolling off the other man, Koki collapsed on the bed before his strength gave out, pulling out of his lover's body with a whimper of protest from Junno. Wrapping his arm around the slender man, Koki pulled him to his side until Junno was cuddled up against him.
"Just found a good way to sober up," Junno muttered tracing light circles over Koki's chest with his fingers.
Looking down at Junno, Koki suppress a laugh, "what? Sex."
"Not just any sex, amazing sex." Junno corrected looking up into the other man's eyes. Reaching up he brushed his fingertips along the stud under Koki's lip. "This is new."
"Yeah, I wasn't able to do it when..." Koki didn't finish, not really wanting to talk about anything relating to KAT-TUN. It still hurt when he remembered he was no longer a part of the group.
"I like it," Junno declared, not wanting to upset the other man.
"Really? Or are you telling me that to make me feel better?" Koki asked quirking an eyebrow.
"No I really do like it, it suits you." Junno starting, before a wicked grin graced his features reminding Koki an awful lot of Ueda.
"If I wanted to make you feel better, I'd do this," he finished straddling Koki's waist.
"You like it up there don't you?" Koki grinned, if Junno was going to play this game so could he.
Junno nodded, crying out in shock when Koki's hips thrust up to meet his own. Leaning over Junno caught Koki's lips in a heated kiss. Now that the taste of beer was gone Koki, finally got the taste of Junno. He had always expected Junno to taste sweet, like melted brown sugar or liquid honey. Instead there was a hint of spice, like honey mixed with cayenne pepper, and Koki couldn't wait to explore everything Junno had to offer him.
Once Junno lifted his head, Koki uttered the first thing that came to mind, not sure what had brought it out of him, "I missed you."
Junno stilled, looking deep into the other man's dark eyes and they told him everything. The pain that Koki still felt about no longer being a part of them, and the fear that he had disappointed them beyond repair. The deeper Junno looked the more raw the emotions became until he saw the pure emotion Koki was hiding, maybe even from himself. The sight of it nearly choked Junno with his own emotions, "I missed you too. We all have."
"I love you. I don't know why I didn't say it before, but I do." Koki declared, feeling if he didn't say this now he was never going to get the chance. He didn't know what would happen when he left this apartment, so he wanted to make sure he had no regrets.
Junno closed his eyes, feeling the warmth run through his system from Koki's words. For years he had waited to hear those words, and now that he had he was determined hold unto this sweet man. "I love you too."
Wrapping his arms around Junno's back, Koki pulled the slender man down for a hug, marvelling in the feel of Junno's hair tickling his chest while he laid in head down. "do you have anywhere you have to be tomorrow?"
Junno nodded, listening to Koki's heartbeat, "I have a last minute rehearsal for Forrest Gump, but that's not until the afternoon. In the morning I'm meeting up with some friends, you should come."
Next morning Koki found himself in the passenger seat of Junno's car as he parked outside the restaurant. He was wearing the same clothes from yesterday since he hadn't had a chance to go back to his place and change. Junno had demanded his attention multiple times throughout the night, and he had been more then happy to give it to him. Now he knew what he was about to walk in on, and he was trying not to panic. "This is a bad idea."
Junno turned to him after turning off the car, "no it's not. Everyone is going to love seeing you again."
Koki took Junno's hand, finally able to make the other man face him, "no Junno you don't understand. I was told very clearly I'm not supposed to have anything to do with you guys. I don't want to get anyone into any more trouble, I've done enough of that."
"You aren't going to get anyone in trouble," Junno assured cupping Koki's face with his hand.
"But I'm not a part of the group anymore -" Koki started but was stopped when Junno moved his finger across his lips.
"This isn't a group breakfast. This is me introducing my new lover to my friends, that's all. Besides, you being let go doesn't change the fact you were a part of our lives for years. This is just like all those breakfasts before, where five friends enjoyed a meal together before going off to work."
"But I won't be going with any of you," Koki finished quietly, reminding both of them of the hole Koki leaving had left behind.
Junno forced one of his trademark smiles, trying to ease the other man, "no you won't, but that doesn't mean I won't see you later tonight. Plus look on the bright side, since we don't work together anymore we don't have to worry about people walking in on us having sex like we've all done with Kazuya and Uepi."
Both men got out of the car, Koki shoving his hands in his pocket to stop himself from putting his arm around Junno's waist. He may no longer be a Johnny, but he was still a public figure which meant he had to watch the way he interacted with other people. "I'm pretty sure that's why Tat-chan got so loud. To warn us all before entering a room."
Junno laughed entering the restaurant, heading straight for the table in the back that was barricaded from the rest of the restaurant by a half wall topped with lavish green plants. At the last minute before being in sight of the table behind the barricade, Junno felt Koki take hold of his wrist.
"Are you sure this is a good idea?" Koki asked quietly, the fear of rejection shining in his eyes.
Junno softened, underneath Koki's tough exterior he was the most vulnerable person Junno had every met. Quickly placing a kiss on Koki's lips, Junno turned taking Koki's hand and pulling him around the barricade, "look who I found!"
There was a moment of pure silence as the shock settled in, then pandemonium almost broke out as all the members tried to hug Koki at once, Ueda being the one in the lead. Junno stood back and watched as the group welcomed Koki back with open arms. Once everything had settled down, Junno took Koki's hand, "I think this is a terrific idea."
Cupping Junno's face in his hands, Koki smiled "I will never doubt you again," he declared before placing a sweet kiss on Junno's lips, making Ueda squeal.
"Okay, Babe, you can calm down now", Kame laughed at the state of excitement his lover was in as the older man literally bounced in his chair due to uncontained happiness.
"But they finally figured it out. Junno won't be alone anymore," Ueda stated wrapping his arms around the younger man's neck before he eyes widened signalling he had an idea. "We should do a double date."
"A double date," Kame repeated quirking an eyebrow. "What if they don't want to do a double date?"
"Ooh, or a dinner!" Ueda continued as if Kame hadn't asked him anything.
"One that I'll end up making?" Kame asked, not sure if he liked where this was heading.
"Yes but you like to cook," Ueda waved off the question, making Kame turn to look at Maru for support.
Maru shurgged, "at least he actually answered that question."
Koki couldn't help but smile as he watched his friends interact as they planned the future dinner. complete with Ueda manipulating Kame by pouting until the older man got what he wanted. Resting his hand on Junno's tight under the table, he turned to look at his new lover only to find Junno watching him.
"Thank you," he said softly so only Junno could hear, as Ueda continued to make plans for more double dates much to Kame's dismay. Of course it didn't really help that Maru kept coming up with ideas and telling them to Ueda.
Junno smiled, unable to suppress how happy he was that all five of them were together again, even if it was just for a meal. "You're welcome."
Leaning in Junno kissed Koki, not caring if he looked like a love sick fool, since that's exactly how he felt. Pulling back he whispered against Koki's lips, "welcome home."