Lids
My grandmother used to quote an old Italian themed movie that had a quote that went something like "Every pot has it's Lid...you will find your lid." It makes sense when the only comparison you can make is to food, but what are you going to do with an old Italian?
I think Sean is my lid. He makes me feel like I am not going to spill over. It's amazing that we are going to be dating for two years on valentines day. It also breaks my heart that we have to go away. I love him so much and I cry just from the thought of having to leave him. I look at all the failed relationships that have resulted from distance and it makes me want to die. We both know the enevitable is coming. It is really bad, and depressing. People ask me if I am sure I love him, tears, I believe, are a very good indicator of the fact that I do.
On the brighter side of things, I have all my auditions next month and the month after. I have been working my ass off and hopefully I will get accepted to all the schools that I want to consider. Does the whole college thing scare anyone else? I am debating on just becoming a night time manager at target...not really but it might be a hell of a lot easier than going to college for five years.
I had a good night tonight, went to see dream girls, it was an amazing movie in my opinion, a little more amazing because I saw it with Sean. Anyway,
Done gushing and being pathetic.
- Sarah
I think Sean is my lid. He makes me feel like I am not going to spill over. It's amazing that we are going to be dating for two years on valentines day. It also breaks my heart that we have to go away. I love him so much and I cry just from the thought of having to leave him. I look at all the failed relationships that have resulted from distance and it makes me want to die. We both know the enevitable is coming. It is really bad, and depressing. People ask me if I am sure I love him, tears, I believe, are a very good indicator of the fact that I do.
On the brighter side of things, I have all my auditions next month and the month after. I have been working my ass off and hopefully I will get accepted to all the schools that I want to consider. Does the whole college thing scare anyone else? I am debating on just becoming a night time manager at target...not really but it might be a hell of a lot easier than going to college for five years.
I had a good night tonight, went to see dream girls, it was an amazing movie in my opinion, a little more amazing because I saw it with Sean. Anyway,
Done gushing and being pathetic.
- Sarah