Umm... hey there
I guess I just wanted to really say I've been having trouble writing lately so, I just wanted anyone who may be out there to know that. I've been struggling with an ex-friend of mine for a while now and she's finally cut it off. I don't know. She's one of those people that really had an effect on who I am and I don't know if I want to live without her. This isn't some desperate plea or what not, I just feel so alone. I've had great support from two of my good friends but my ex-friend was almost like my world. I feel like everything I did revolved around her. Suicide isn't really the answer I was going to give but more and more it seems like it should be. I just wanted ya'll to know it may be a while before I get anything done, my heart really isn't there and I just right now almost don't care.