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Okay so im pretty much bored.. all i do is go out to eat... someone found out my password.. i've been sitting at the computer longer than i ever have its quite sad I want to go do something ... next time i come up here we have figured out were going to look at colleges it'll be that time.. how gay.. I'm sad.... Im want to grow up so fast and im afraid im am trying to bring somone with me i dont think i can do that... me and my grandmother have been talking a lot were kinda stuck together shes my lunch buddy.. I love her i wish everyone would be as close to their grandmothers as I am with her.. Eriks coming back a day after i get home.. Im sad i dont get to meet him at the airport stupid movie fantasy of runnning to eachother at the airport and jumping into eachothers arms.. SHOT DOWN! sucks im sad... I had an awful dream of a giant ciggarett chasing me it was unbelievably scary like the scary where you wake up in a sweat panting kind of scary.. not fun... I think where going to newberryport where ever in hell that is.. i hate driving up here yes me driving... not passenger... i control the gas petal and break NOW THATS SOME SCARY SHIT RIGHT THERE... but the roads are so windy and the speedlimits are retarded it will work its way up start at 25 then 30 and up to 45 thats normal but then itll just drop from 45 to 25 again with no warning they should have a sign saying reduce speedlimit or something i bet the get everyone for speeding there...oh by the way all those speedlimit changes are all on one road you dont turn its one long curving road.. the road systems up here were built off of old cow paths.. fun!..... this is to long and Im about to go watch a movie so yeah Erik i love you and Ill see you soon!