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decisions, decisions...
who is it that i am becoming? i never used to worry at all. much less about things like money. now instead of wanting to do something that i love, i want to do anything that will make money a non-issue. even if it means doing something i hate. i just want to be able to provide for my family without having to scrape together for everything we need, or even want. is that so bad? no, i dont think so... i think its more that i've gotten away from trusting God to provide for my family. ok lets face it, i am trying to get back to living for God but He and i have some serious issues.
who is it that i am becoming? i never used to worry at all. much less about things like money. now instead of wanting to do something that i love, i want to do anything that will make money a non-issue. even if it means doing something i hate. i just want to be able to provide for my family without having to scrape together for everything we need, or even want. is that so bad? no, i dont think so... i think its more that i've gotten away from trusting God to provide for my family. ok lets face it, i am trying to get back to living for God but He and i have some serious issues.