Sep 10, 2005 00:28
At least i know i'm in a bitchy mood.... so here I go...
I'm sick of being treated like SHIT!!! I sick of being talked down to, treated like I'm 2nd rate, or stupid, or not 'worthy' of anything. I'm sick of people asking me for things, then never returning the favor when i ask for it. I HARDLY ask anyone for anything!! Because I don't like to... I like to be able to do things on my own! And after the number of things I've done to go out of MY way, and take MY time, i get the brush off. And after awhile, it get hard to FUCKING ignore!!!
Just because your in a fucking higher class level, or your a fucking officer, does NOT give you the FUCKING right to talk down to me!!! I'm NOT an idiot... just because i play and joke around with people, does not mean I'm fucking stupid! And just because I don't act a certain way other people do in a situation, doesn't fucking mean I'm giving you a goddamn fucking attitude!!! Holy shit, just because I don't act all prissy, smiley, and drool over your word doesn't mean i don't listen. Some things just don't impress me as much as you may want them fucking to! MAYBE because I see things differently then other people would normally...
YEAH, I FUCKING SEE THROUGH THE FUCKING ACT!!!!!
AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGG!!!!!
I hate this school. I hate this town. I hate these 2-faced people. I hate these classes. I hate this fucking life! I just want to fucking run away from everyone, and all their stupid shitty attitudes! I'm sick of how people will shit talk somebody, then go be all buddy-buddy with them 10 minutes later.
Newsflash people.. I do see you, despite what you may think. I see alot more of what happens than people may think. I think about alot of things, nobody will ever care to ask. I have opinions of people that I know WILL surprise people. AND (here e go, the big one) I do fucking care! Yeah, so shocking, Jillian has fucking feels on things other than herself! Duuuuuh! yeah, I care about how people fucking turn out, how they're feeling, and what's going on with them.
Such a fucking shock, I know, cause I'm a such selfish ,heartless, mean, little bitch!!! Oh, and lets not forget that I'm always the problem child!!!
Well fuck ya'll!!!!! Cause the one thing I don't care about is what you think of me!!!!
Pissed off at the whole world and I know it.... late on i'll probably look back at this and be like "WTF was I talking about?" But right now i'm p/oed and it's.. doing absolutely nothing for me but i'm trying to convivnvce myself that it's making me feel better. Grrrrr!!! ASSHOLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!