go on , go on ..your cruel intentions wont solve your problems...
um...
so i went to san fransisco last weekend, that was fuckin awesome. walked around fishermans warf, and the piers and shit. had dinner on the pier, my waiter served me drinks..lol. right on to blue hawaiians and medori sours!
i havent been up to a whole lot otherwise...it really feels like i never stop...but i think thats my anxiety talking again. Been wolf sitting, loki fuckin rules.
Calld Josh andDusty today, dustys mom answered. it was weird. i totally wasnt expecting a female to answer, since i heard they got rid of fuckin ariel. i figured since they were free of their diseased leash , maybe they could kick it again. i fucking miss my boys like nothin else. i miss my drinkin partener, and whippin peoples ass on mexi-cali. but im not bitter...lol. i left a message to have one of them call me, but ooohh no it wont happen. just watch.
yeah so derek wants a half ounce today...and i think ima go to weaverville with my sister ...to go get it , i mean. maybe we can bring derek , since after all it is his sack...but i dont know if my sister would wanna. who knows .
i dont know what im talking about , im so freaking lost within myself. i cant focus on anything, my mind is going a million miles a minute...and nothing helps. i feel kind of like i have add. it sucks.
mom says i should go to the doctor, but all he will do is prescribe me with a bucn h of anxiety pills i'll abuse. sigh. i dont want to be medicated. im happy withy smokin bowls. but even that hasnt been working. i still feel like im always on the go , and i cant sit stilll. Maybe its aniety caused by depression..... its not like it doesnt happen to me. i dont feel depressed, but i never do till im sleeping for 5 days straight...
anyways....i should go...
so i went to san fransisco last weekend, that was fuckin awesome. walked around fishermans warf, and the piers and shit. had dinner on the pier, my waiter served me drinks..lol. right on to blue hawaiians and medori sours!
i havent been up to a whole lot otherwise...it really feels like i never stop...but i think thats my anxiety talking again. Been wolf sitting, loki fuckin rules.
Calld Josh andDusty today, dustys mom answered. it was weird. i totally wasnt expecting a female to answer, since i heard they got rid of fuckin ariel. i figured since they were free of their diseased leash , maybe they could kick it again. i fucking miss my boys like nothin else. i miss my drinkin partener, and whippin peoples ass on mexi-cali. but im not bitter...lol. i left a message to have one of them call me, but ooohh no it wont happen. just watch.
yeah so derek wants a half ounce today...and i think ima go to weaverville with my sister ...to go get it , i mean. maybe we can bring derek , since after all it is his sack...but i dont know if my sister would wanna. who knows .
i dont know what im talking about , im so freaking lost within myself. i cant focus on anything, my mind is going a million miles a minute...and nothing helps. i feel kind of like i have add. it sucks.
mom says i should go to the doctor, but all he will do is prescribe me with a bucn h of anxiety pills i'll abuse. sigh. i dont want to be medicated. im happy withy smokin bowls. but even that hasnt been working. i still feel like im always on the go , and i cant sit stilll. Maybe its aniety caused by depression..... its not like it doesnt happen to me. i dont feel depressed, but i never do till im sleeping for 5 days straight...
anyways....i should go...