Real Life Problems
Here I am again. typing to rant and relieve boredom...
Last night I had a dream. It did not consist of my normal feelings of floating / flying / falling (well, maybe it did because as I typed that I do remember something about being on top of a crumbling ruin of a highway). No, the main piece that stuck me was the part where I was having lunch with a friend that I had a crush on in the beginning of the school year. He's a nice guy; a bit of a flirt but smart, funny, and has a good sense when to be serious. He was confident and I like that in guys, plus he's quite nice eye candy.
But in my dream, we were very chill with each other. We sat down at some table chatting but then it became awkward. There was nothing to talk about, so dream-guy eventually pulls out his iphone and plays games on it. That leaves me to pick up the newspaper and skim through it. We chat a bit on what we were doing before we both leave our ways.
Now that was a very bland dream but the problem is I know that will eventually happen in real life! I've gone on a few dates and they don't really count now that I think of it. But those were with someone I thought as a good friend and shared a love for my fandoms. But with a person who isn't into my fandoms, then what? I dislike following entertainment news, I rarely watch television anymore, sports are not me...I'm so lame.
Last night I had a dream. It did not consist of my normal feelings of floating / flying / falling (well, maybe it did because as I typed that I do remember something about being on top of a crumbling ruin of a highway). No, the main piece that stuck me was the part where I was having lunch with a friend that I had a crush on in the beginning of the school year. He's a nice guy; a bit of a flirt but smart, funny, and has a good sense when to be serious. He was confident and I like that in guys, plus he's quite nice eye candy.
But in my dream, we were very chill with each other. We sat down at some table chatting but then it became awkward. There was nothing to talk about, so dream-guy eventually pulls out his iphone and plays games on it. That leaves me to pick up the newspaper and skim through it. We chat a bit on what we were doing before we both leave our ways.
Now that was a very bland dream but the problem is I know that will eventually happen in real life! I've gone on a few dates and they don't really count now that I think of it. But those were with someone I thought as a good friend and shared a love for my fandoms. But with a person who isn't into my fandoms, then what? I dislike following entertainment news, I rarely watch television anymore, sports are not me...I'm so lame.