It awaits eagerly...
I've been having strange dreams lately.
Unsurprisingly, most of them have been about the future.
It's probably got to do with the fact that I've come to see this as the end of a schooling career, university aside. I suddenly realise that I have to take charge of my life for once, to make the choice of where I wanna go. Despite reassurances that I'll probably have no trouble getting somewhere, I think my laziness will do me in eventually.
Not to mention that I'm quite sure my way of dealing with people is not gonna cut it in the future >.<
At least I'm quite sure, at this point in time, that I WANNA BE A PSYCHOLOGIST. Or maybe it's just because I haven't heard of any other option yet.
Sadly, my life is about to be taken over by the juggernaut that is National Service, where I think everyone is expected to go in after already undergoing physical conditioning, and I seriously fear for my survival...Survival 101 anyone?
It seems pointless to reflect on JC life now that it's officially over, since the significant changes will probably continue to make their impact felt in life over the next few years or so, and the insignificant misses or screw-ups will just gradually fade away. I just hope not everything will fade away in time...
But the biggest mistake of all, A LEVELS, will probably plague me forever. Aside from anxious dreams about the future, it seems that this newfound liberty from academics and subsequent shackles of responsibility has begun to haunt my dreams - as though I had a paper the next day. And not in a good way.
I hope it's not an omen -.-
In other news, this is the first holiday I feel possessed with the need to spend my time wisely...and I've got slightly more time than usual! A WHOLE MONTH!
I just hope I don't spend too much time rotting away...while so many people are going to awesome places like JAPAN.
At least I get to go to the motherland -.- And I think I'll take this chance to enjoy as much good food as possible before being relegated to eating slop in NS...The future looks good =)
Unsurprisingly, most of them have been about the future.
It's probably got to do with the fact that I've come to see this as the end of a schooling career, university aside. I suddenly realise that I have to take charge of my life for once, to make the choice of where I wanna go. Despite reassurances that I'll probably have no trouble getting somewhere, I think my laziness will do me in eventually.
Not to mention that I'm quite sure my way of dealing with people is not gonna cut it in the future >.<
At least I'm quite sure, at this point in time, that I WANNA BE A PSYCHOLOGIST. Or maybe it's just because I haven't heard of any other option yet.
Sadly, my life is about to be taken over by the juggernaut that is National Service, where I think everyone is expected to go in after already undergoing physical conditioning, and I seriously fear for my survival...Survival 101 anyone?
It seems pointless to reflect on JC life now that it's officially over, since the significant changes will probably continue to make their impact felt in life over the next few years or so, and the insignificant misses or screw-ups will just gradually fade away. I just hope not everything will fade away in time...
But the biggest mistake of all, A LEVELS, will probably plague me forever. Aside from anxious dreams about the future, it seems that this newfound liberty from academics and subsequent shackles of responsibility has begun to haunt my dreams - as though I had a paper the next day. And not in a good way.
I hope it's not an omen -.-
In other news, this is the first holiday I feel possessed with the need to spend my time wisely...and I've got slightly more time than usual! A WHOLE MONTH!
I just hope I don't spend too much time rotting away...while so many people are going to awesome places like JAPAN.
At least I get to go to the motherland -.- And I think I'll take this chance to enjoy as much good food as possible before being relegated to eating slop in NS...The future looks good =)