the last bit of spring.
ugh. im stressed right now. i have an exam in 1.25 hours. im going to do crappy on it... resulting in a C in the class. A form of stress relief is to procrastinate & I hate that I'm not cramming right now. I just feel like its pointless. I just want it to be 4pm right now because I will be walking out of Bellamy knowing that I'm completely done with my last spring semester as an undergrad.
sitting here stressing out is making me think one thought for the very first time : I wish I was graduating tomorrow. But then I take that split second thought and say WTF are you thinking?! college has been the best experience of my life. I wish I could live it forever.
i still feel sick/coughy. my dr. says theres nothing else I can do. i hate my asthma. i feel retarded when im hacking up a lung in public and random strangers ask if im alright.
tonight starts festivities of my 22nd birthday. i dont want to be 22. its scary old for me. a lot of my friends aren't going to be able to celebrate with me bc of graduation/family in town/going out of town. which makes me sad. but, its okay. i understand. my mom went into labor super early with me... so i guess its my fault?
can it be maragarita time now? ahh.
eff you collective decision making and eff you blackboard for crashing the grade system.
sitting here stressing out is making me think one thought for the very first time : I wish I was graduating tomorrow. But then I take that split second thought and say WTF are you thinking?! college has been the best experience of my life. I wish I could live it forever.
i still feel sick/coughy. my dr. says theres nothing else I can do. i hate my asthma. i feel retarded when im hacking up a lung in public and random strangers ask if im alright.
tonight starts festivities of my 22nd birthday. i dont want to be 22. its scary old for me. a lot of my friends aren't going to be able to celebrate with me bc of graduation/family in town/going out of town. which makes me sad. but, its okay. i understand. my mom went into labor super early with me... so i guess its my fault?
can it be maragarita time now? ahh.
eff you collective decision making and eff you blackboard for crashing the grade system.