Mar 31, 2005 02:22
Ok so last nite i snuck out @ 2:30 -n- @ 4:30 in the morning!! CRAZY i know. Then tonight me -n- misty couldn't find steven -n- opp so we went to the *lil party* up carbondale ...picked up steven's ass! gosh he pisses me off so damn bad!! @ least freakin call me n tell me where the hell your at! Misty n opp got into a big arguement -n- Paul is just crazyy lol The cops broke that shit up @ like 12. They had montgomery smithers troopers n deputy's i was like damn. they shouldn't had it up carbondale to begin w/! I told steven he needs to straighten his ass up -n- get a job! he's 20 years old!! I seriously can't wait to move away from here! I love my mom -n- dad like crazy but the people around here n even my own damn family run their damn mouth too much -n- talk shit and always tryin' to start some bullshit drama thats not even worth fighting/arguing over! I seriously can't take it!! I have these break-downs to wear i just cry bcuz so much shit goes on n i just hold it all in and then every now n then i just break down bcuz i hate it here!! I just seriously wished i was never born n that i could get away from this place. goshh.. :'( and to have a boyfriend that i don't hafta have trouble w/! I love steven to death but he seriously needs to straighten up!!! but i think thats all for now i guess i'm going to go to bed!! later