a tree falling in the forrest

[firemanbutters]

i'm back.  it's been a long five years, that's for sure.  i know that nobody that was on this site before is around anymore.  truthfully, i don't know how long i will be here either.  no more "i'll write more often"  no more glad to be here, etc. i'm just here now, and i'll stay as long as i feel like.  i did go back and read what i had written all those years ago and i realized that i'm not that person anymore.  i kind of with i was, wish i lived something closer to the life i used to.  close friends lived nearby, a girlfriend (now wife!) that i saw on a regular basis throughout the week.  but what's done is done.  i wouldn't trade anything that's happened since, don't get me wrong, but i was ready for a change then, and i'm glad we rolled the dice.  much of this blog may be incoherent, especially while i get my bearings back - i haven't written in a long time.  i do promise that everything said here will be truth, uncensored, always from my own point of view.  there are a lot of stories to tell, and maybe i'll tell them all.  i know i just want to start writing again.  we'll have to see.  welcome back to the journey.

so if you read this, and you want to say hi, please feel free.  i'd love to say hi back.

oh, and one more thing - go Giants!! #allin