random jottings....
so i took my dog to the vet today. she either has bad arthritis, or may be developing the early stages of CDS which is some kind of "doggie alzheimers" sad, but kinda funny if you've ever met her.... the blood work will come back in a few days to give us more answers, but untill then, Pal will jsut continue to be scared of her food dishes....
i took a day off today. i figured what the hell, i'm taking the morning to bring the dog to the vet, and i could use a day away from that place. don't get me wrong, there are about a dozen or so people that i really enjoy the company of, but once you get passed them, it's really dificult to wake up every morning, knowing who/what awaits. ah, the joys of wanting to be a firefighter....
i joined a gym. i'm pretty psyched with myself. now, to get my ass motivated to go......
other people joined it with me, so as long as they can kick my ass untill i start kicking my own, it should be okay. i never had a problem when i was on the track team as long as someone got me started. once i got started working out at the begining of each season, i was like a wild man. yes, i used to run - a lot. i'd say about 5-15 miles a week, depending on the season...... i actually do miss running. maybe i can start again after i get back in shape..... (yes, yes, i know that round is in fact a shape....)
so, i've been sitting in my house most of the day with the heat on. i'm wearing my job shirt and turtleneck, jeans, shoes and socks, and I'M GOD DAMN COLD!!!! i hate this weather. i hate the northeast. i can't wait till we can leave. Chrissy still has 3 more years left on her contract, but she thinks that she can get out before then. i should be able to leave then too, and off we go. where you ask? sho cares, as long as it's 75 and sunny.
over the summer, 75 and sunny didn't sound like that big a deal, but now that it's hovering around a steady 1 degree (which pisses me off to no end. i feel it's mother natures's way of giving us the finger......) it would be fucking paradise. i never expected to miss the palm tree over union square in san fransisco as much as i do now....
i think i need new glasses. i keep getting headaches.
i need some good music. i've realized that kazaa sucks. any suggestions on A) what songs i should get? and B) what should i use to get them? - most of the good stuff has gone paid or has shut down, and i don't know where to look.....
thanks. my time is up, enjoy rick james!...(*bitch!*)