Feb 07, 2005 13:57
i can't say much right now.
i'm just so sick
and i miss her so much.and i wan't to wake up.
i don't get to laugh with her for hours on the phone.
i don't get to watch her light up a room with her big happy smile.
i don't get to feel her hugs and kisses anymore..and she gave the best hugs ever.
i don't get to see her beam with pride when she talks about us or the babies,or how much i resemble her....
i don't get to be proud of her the next time she helps out another sad pathetic soul.
thurday night i'll lay her to rest.
and my step father could care less.he's such a jerk.a selfish bastard.
i can't understand how she could love someone like that...but she did.