no so good....
......yes......not good indeed.........
i promised i wouldn't cry.....im sorry....I broke that promise 2 nights ina row now.....if it happens again .....im sorry yet again.....
i miss my 8th grade year.....i had everything....i was so happy...everything..was great...but now...compared to the paridice that was last year.....
.........well....let me explain, i was getting all A's in all classes (or close to an A), i whent thru my classes with at least one friend in them...and then whent to band...where i played my heart out for an hour and a half....i whent thru some classes....and then whent to gym...where the Circle was created...
i can't give anymore info about it than this....its a group of friends. everyday i would go there...and be content with seeing my friends and talking to them.....
........but the thing i regret...is the day they had to go to health....that day after they left...was hell...i remember slowly cracking....feeling so lonely...at the end of class....i changed, whent out in the hall and waited....i watched ppl walk by...and i cracked....i started to cry...the teacher came and talked to me,and after that....i walked down the hall...cring....i saw basant and catlin in the hall...when they asked me what was wrong... i just told them that i missed them..and walked to the band hall...got my trumpet and left......
....right now its just the pain of everything...I'll get tired of crying.....i'll try not to tonight; but that is not a promise.....
things arn't that good like i said...perhaps...other years will be better
....I hope....
-My Little World-
i promised i wouldn't cry.....im sorry....I broke that promise 2 nights ina row now.....if it happens again .....im sorry yet again.....
i miss my 8th grade year.....i had everything....i was so happy...everything..was great...but now...compared to the paridice that was last year.....
.........well....let me explain, i was getting all A's in all classes (or close to an A), i whent thru my classes with at least one friend in them...and then whent to band...where i played my heart out for an hour and a half....i whent thru some classes....and then whent to gym...where the Circle was created...
i can't give anymore info about it than this....its a group of friends. everyday i would go there...and be content with seeing my friends and talking to them.....
........but the thing i regret...is the day they had to go to health....that day after they left...was hell...i remember slowly cracking....feeling so lonely...at the end of class....i changed, whent out in the hall and waited....i watched ppl walk by...and i cracked....i started to cry...the teacher came and talked to me,and after that....i walked down the hall...cring....i saw basant and catlin in the hall...when they asked me what was wrong... i just told them that i missed them..and walked to the band hall...got my trumpet and left......
....right now its just the pain of everything...I'll get tired of crying.....i'll try not to tonight; but that is not a promise.....
things arn't that good like i said...perhaps...other years will be better
....I hope....
-My Little World-