much needed update

Sep 17, 2005 21:34

yeah much needed. a lot has happened, good and bad. well lets get the bad over with... for sometime now one of my dogs had a strange lump growing in front of his right back leg. this turned out to be a tumor. the growing tumor had wrapped itself around the veins in his leg and caused the leg to swell so. ...it swelled so much that he couldn't move it. so thursday around one my parents took him to the vet, where they found out he had cancer, that they could give him medication for it but his leg would never heal. and so they put him to sleep. Beethoven was the most loyal dog. the day before they had to put him down i had no clue he would shortly be leavin this world, so after i fed him, i scratched him behind the ear, and since i couldn't get to him b/c of where he was laying; i kissed the back of my hand and put it to his cheek. the one thing i forgot to do....was tell him i love him. but i know that i'll see him again one day, and now he's not in any form of pain. but for now...its kind of reassuring to look at the sky and know he's up there somewhere, happier than he's ever been. we've had him since i was 2 or 3 years old...some who read this may think im nuts to think of a dog this way..but he was family..and i love him still.

mixed feelings- my dad wants to get another dog...he revealed this to me today. as of now im leaning towards not getting the pup...its way too soon....
other-i failed a compsci test w. a 37...o well im still passing w. a 81. i can't complain too much

now..on to the really good news! ^_^ my new boyfriend Travis! yaay! ( and i didn't think i'd get a hc date ) yeah things r cool now. we got to play mario goin to the waller game...that rocked!
other stuffs-:D im gonna try out for region and (MAYBE....still thinkin about it...) drum major. O_o i dunno...havin tha whole band look at ya seems kinnda freaky. oh and i got nintendogs dachshund & friends...addicting..very..
lol yup that seems like all of it...well c ya around!

-My Little World-
-RIP Beethoven- May you find peace in heaven.
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