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EPIC:
dad: "drop this damn fag's thing and do something!!!" me: "oh, well, to tell you the truth i haven't read any of my fag stuff today. yet. but if you insist i shall"
even livejournal got silent. people disappear, grow up, move someplace else. yet i stay at the same point and am left behind. society, people - it's tiring. when one thinks how much work is put into having relationships of all sorts, it's not fair. it should be easy and pleasurable. yet it's hard. i need to start over this autumn. till then i'll watch people go and leave, i guess. it kinda hurts.
but again, maybe it's me who's slowly fading away?
i think i'm going to reread angel sanctuary again. even if i spent last two days doing it.
dad: "drop this damn fag's thing and do something!!!" me: "oh, well, to tell you the truth i haven't read any of my fag stuff today. yet. but if you insist i shall"
even livejournal got silent. people disappear, grow up, move someplace else. yet i stay at the same point and am left behind. society, people - it's tiring. when one thinks how much work is put into having relationships of all sorts, it's not fair. it should be easy and pleasurable. yet it's hard. i need to start over this autumn. till then i'll watch people go and leave, i guess. it kinda hurts.
but again, maybe it's me who's slowly fading away?
i think i'm going to reread angel sanctuary again. even if i spent last two days doing it.