I NEED TO STOP THINKING ABOUT "RULES" BY MIYAMOTO KANO AND NOTICE THERE'S MY LIFE WAITING FOR ME. BUT, FOR FUCKING'S SAKE, I CAN'T GET ATORI AND TOORU OUT OF MY HEAD. AND RAWS OF VOLUME 3 ARE NOWHERE TO BE FOUND.
rawr, i had to. when the story was still about yuki and hikaru i didn't really care. of course i was gazing ad cute, funky atori with bleached hair and perm. but not until he hooked up with tooru.. oh jesus, both aarin and yshare has no raws. i'm dying.
and i have so fucking many things to do i fucking overuse word "fuck" because it's fucking annoying when i have my head in the clouds and do NOTHING. i want to go to the cinema to see potc3 with army boy today. wonder if it'll work out. other thing i'm so unsure about is that there won't be anyone. yes, for pirates first day airing. it's just my city filled with cinema haters, geez. and i don't want to go with him but everyone else refused :( and he never does, wimp.
i have to clean up my desk. it's insane when i'm unable to find huge bottle of water there, orz.
i have to redo my nail and toenails. they're of different colors and it looks strange.
i have to clean the table in the living room which became the second version of my desk. there's EVERYTHING. i'm afraid to touch it 'cuz if chemistry worked it may boom XD
i have to vacuum whole apartment; my kitty's fur made carpets everywhere.
i have to wash dishes and make kitchen look like kitchen. for now it looks like garbage dump.
i have to pay for the internet and be careful not to spend the money on alcohol, srsly.
i have to go to lublin to get my HS certificate.
i have to call my polish sensei and bother her about that history teacher she promised me. need to buy her some super expensive vodka, too.
i have to drag my cousin, go out the town and sunbath naked.
i have to shave NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
i have to be strong and keep up my diet without smoking myself to death.
i have to get rid of digestion problems before weekend.
i have to take my shoes to shoemaker and my clothes to dressmaker.
i have to call polly and ask her about the club they need someone to work at and ala about going to uk. both ASAP (but i'm shy...)
i have to stop walking around the house naked cuz i noticed someone peeking, wow.
i have to GET NORMAL and stop talking to myself while walking around the city.
for now, i need smoke and something else i won't say since there's some modesty left in me. oh, i still need to blah about anime. yeah, yeah. and finish making mood theme.