[this place makes me sad. like i've lost something important. it's empty and abandoned.]

[firelle]

LJ moved to tumblr (or quit fandom completely) and that's a fact.

i've been planning to make an account on polish lgbt community portal for months, if not years. yet i'm so scared and self-conscious about it. i don't know why but i've always been so reluctant, hesitant and awkward about keeping online contact. what do you talk about? how do you rad body language if you don't see the person? what if someone contacted me? what if no one would (i'd die humiliated and miserable).

i wish i could.

i wish for so much lately.