[angry and annoyed.]
days until GLEE is back from summer's hiatus: 48
so my friend, after i put my public status as "i can't find anyone to fuck here", gave me a job offer for the dancer at a night club. okay.
i always wonder: how i is to sell sex for money, be it porn or prostitution. strange? maybe. but i'm loaded with (more or less) insane kinks. one time it was rape. i wonder how it is to be raped. how scary, terrifying and crushing it is. and can you turn it into something pleasurable. now it's similar but about selling yourself. can it be fun? can you like it? i won't lie, it makes me hot, thinking about exclusive escorts. there was this fanfic, klaine one, "pretty woman", where kurt was an exclusive prostitute. he took pride in what he was doing, always trying hid hardest, he was the most expensive one. reading it was hard, somehow, there this... pang of jealousy. i think my fascination goes as far as to shyly thinking "i want to try". because i think i do. but now a cheap ho, standing in the corners of streets. no, someone who'd do it in the most exclusive suites, well taken care of, not for everyone. i wonder how it is. to sell sex. i wonder if you can feel some kind of pride seeing your client falling apart under the pleasure you give them. i wonder if you can feel appreciated when they beg you. i wonder.
i always wonder: do animals feel the storm coming? humans have different comprehension, we know, but what about them? i think their instinct works. god, i love watching how animals behave when the storm is approaching.
fuck proofreading for mistakes.
so my friend, after i put my public status as "i can't find anyone to fuck here", gave me a job offer for the dancer at a night club. okay.
i always wonder: how i is to sell sex for money, be it porn or prostitution. strange? maybe. but i'm loaded with (more or less) insane kinks. one time it was rape. i wonder how it is to be raped. how scary, terrifying and crushing it is. and can you turn it into something pleasurable. now it's similar but about selling yourself. can it be fun? can you like it? i won't lie, it makes me hot, thinking about exclusive escorts. there was this fanfic, klaine one, "pretty woman", where kurt was an exclusive prostitute. he took pride in what he was doing, always trying hid hardest, he was the most expensive one. reading it was hard, somehow, there this... pang of jealousy. i think my fascination goes as far as to shyly thinking "i want to try". because i think i do. but now a cheap ho, standing in the corners of streets. no, someone who'd do it in the most exclusive suites, well taken care of, not for everyone. i wonder how it is. to sell sex. i wonder if you can feel some kind of pride seeing your client falling apart under the pleasure you give them. i wonder if you can feel appreciated when they beg you. i wonder.
i always wonder: do animals feel the storm coming? humans have different comprehension, we know, but what about them? i think their instinct works. god, i love watching how animals behave when the storm is approaching.
fuck proofreading for mistakes.