[one note a day: goal to fill april ON.]
days left until next glee: 19 UNDER TWENTY! BLAINE CREYS.
so:
* i'm anemic. why? no idea. because i don't eat meat? possibly. BUT i haven't eaten meat for more than two years and i regularly check my blood. because i was just-after-my-super-period? possibly. it's strange because since i moved out i've been eating healthier than even, lots of iron and vitamin c. LOTS.
* i need to change my family doctor but then i don't know if i'm staying in lublin or not so if i'm not it makes no sense, if i am i have to BUT I FUCKING DON'T KNOW.
* i just don't know how to handle things. i need my dad but i've never had him like that. i need mom but i don't have mom anymore.
Santana is not bi. Her character is a lesbian. a rumour spread by one almighty ryan murphy. santana, the sluttiest girl, who slept with EVERY guy out there. my rant ensues.
EXCUSE ME? how can she be lesbian if she sleeps with every penis in sight? so: a lesbian girl sleeps with both girls and boys, a bisexual girl sleeps with both girls and boys, a heterosexual girl sleeps with boys. what’s the difference between bi and homo according to glee? NONE. either make a difference or just (i wish it could work like that) don’t label.
okay. i’m bisexual and just stomping and trashing bisexuality pisses me off. but, okay. santana’s a kid. so she’s searching and looking for identification. i guess i’m just this lucky girl who never had to. just like kurt, i’ve always knew i like both girls and boys, the knowledge was always there, i discovered it at the same time i discovered physicality, sex and everything that comes with puberty. so sometimes i forget some people take much needed time to understand their own needs and during that time they can, unintentionally, act against their true needs. thus my “WTF” moments all over the place.
but if santana’s a lesbian then she should not be or stop being aroused by guys. and desire only women. because if we’re so inclined to label things then this is how it works. i know lesbians, they are NOT attracted to men (hello? that’s the whole point, duh). so if you’re making santana gay, remember what it means. because just throwing a name out there for the hell of it can be offensive to these who identify with it.
and that’s me being too serious for my own good.
so:
* i'm anemic. why? no idea. because i don't eat meat? possibly. BUT i haven't eaten meat for more than two years and i regularly check my blood. because i was just-after-my-super-period? possibly. it's strange because since i moved out i've been eating healthier than even, lots of iron and vitamin c. LOTS.
* i need to change my family doctor but then i don't know if i'm staying in lublin or not so if i'm not it makes no sense, if i am i have to BUT I FUCKING DON'T KNOW.
* i just don't know how to handle things. i need my dad but i've never had him like that. i need mom but i don't have mom anymore.
Santana is not bi. Her character is a lesbian. a rumour spread by one almighty ryan murphy. santana, the sluttiest girl, who slept with EVERY guy out there. my rant ensues.
EXCUSE ME? how can she be lesbian if she sleeps with every penis in sight? so: a lesbian girl sleeps with both girls and boys, a bisexual girl sleeps with both girls and boys, a heterosexual girl sleeps with boys. what’s the difference between bi and homo according to glee? NONE. either make a difference or just (i wish it could work like that) don’t label.
okay. i’m bisexual and just stomping and trashing bisexuality pisses me off. but, okay. santana’s a kid. so she’s searching and looking for identification. i guess i’m just this lucky girl who never had to. just like kurt, i’ve always knew i like both girls and boys, the knowledge was always there, i discovered it at the same time i discovered physicality, sex and everything that comes with puberty. so sometimes i forget some people take much needed time to understand their own needs and during that time they can, unintentionally, act against their true needs. thus my “WTF” moments all over the place.
but if santana’s a lesbian then she should not be or stop being aroused by guys. and desire only women. because if we’re so inclined to label things then this is how it works. i know lesbians, they are NOT attracted to men (hello? that’s the whole point, duh). so if you’re making santana gay, remember what it means. because just throwing a name out there for the hell of it can be offensive to these who identify with it.
and that’s me being too serious for my own good.