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i really should start writing some coherent reviews of the things i read/watch that consist of something more than FDHJFJGKHJGJGHJ;FGHG/JLH'JGKGFJ; yeah, i should. so, starting today, i'll be all smart and thorough for my own fucking self lovin' pleasure. now, i need to start reading/watching something more than just pervy glee fics and pervy glee videos. granted, i spent past few days raping my eyes on "newsweek" and "przekrój" so maybe this, yeah. no time to read books, seriously. i read fiction and SHITLOAD of papers and articles and there's just not enough room for books. when i remind myself that i carry "przekrój" from 2005 with me everywhere (so i can catch even the tiniest moment to finally read it), want to read books like whoa, watch movies, write, read fics, read mangas, watch anime, this, that... i need to teleport somewhere when i'd have 72 hours a day JUST FOR ME.
i love the look out my window. sadly, i'm not smart enough to figure i needed my camera for exactly THAT when i went home today. anyway. my desk faces window, nothing new, it's been like that for ages, no matter where i live. but it's ALWAYS (and i really mean it) been a window... leading to balcony. so any nice view was cut from it. be it at my home, at my and mom's place or previous room here. balconies. but not this time. now i see street, kinda big and busy, infested with street lights. and a small hill, lights everywhere and some of them are softer, some are stronger which gives a variety in something which is supposed to be dull and monotone. and cars. always cars, no matter what hour, what weather, there's always motion there. i particularly love it at night. lights, motion. beauty. i have a thing for pictures of cities at night. BIG cities at night. colourful, filled with life, craziness, blichtr and all things spectacular. there's something growling inside of me because yes, i have a thing for big cities as well. and the look out of my window is a starter to what i can get someday. and i will.
i love the look out my window. sadly, i'm not smart enough to figure i needed my camera for exactly THAT when i went home today. anyway. my desk faces window, nothing new, it's been like that for ages, no matter where i live. but it's ALWAYS (and i really mean it) been a window... leading to balcony. so any nice view was cut from it. be it at my home, at my and mom's place or previous room here. balconies. but not this time. now i see street, kinda big and busy, infested with street lights. and a small hill, lights everywhere and some of them are softer, some are stronger which gives a variety in something which is supposed to be dull and monotone. and cars. always cars, no matter what hour, what weather, there's always motion there. i particularly love it at night. lights, motion. beauty. i have a thing for pictures of cities at night. BIG cities at night. colourful, filled with life, craziness, blichtr and all things spectacular. there's something growling inside of me because yes, i have a thing for big cities as well. and the look out of my window is a starter to what i can get someday. and i will.