I badly need a hug.
:(
I went to my uncle's viewing today. He looked so different than I remember. Cancer treatments will do that, I guess. I couldn't stop crying.. Sebastian kept saying, "Uncle Bob went to heaven, mommy." Sebastian behaved so badly... I almost didn't think he was the same child. I ended up sitting in another room for most of the evening keeping Sebastian and Austin (my 4 year old nephew) out of trouble. I didn't really get to talk to any of my family that was there... it was really sad. Now I find out that I won't even be able to go to the funeral tomorrow. I'll be here, in my house, with Sebastian and Austin. My parents have to be at the funeral before 10:30, and it's supposedly going to last until 5pm. Anyone feel like coming over? I could really use a hug. And some adult company.
Nike is still alive... he still doesn't seem to be in any pain. He's been staying around me for most of the day, even sleeps upstairs with me at night. It's so hard for him to get up the stairs though, I feel bad for him.
I still don't have a job. I need to start calling the places I've applied at, start scheduling interviews and what-not. No job = no money. No money = no gas. No gas = no transportation to job. *sigh*
I miss my friends. I haven't seen them in a while... I used to see them twice a week. I used to be able to actually sit down and have fun with them. And game. I miss game. I haven't gamed in well over a month... maybe two months now. I don't want to remember.
I need a hug.
I went to my uncle's viewing today. He looked so different than I remember. Cancer treatments will do that, I guess. I couldn't stop crying.. Sebastian kept saying, "Uncle Bob went to heaven, mommy." Sebastian behaved so badly... I almost didn't think he was the same child. I ended up sitting in another room for most of the evening keeping Sebastian and Austin (my 4 year old nephew) out of trouble. I didn't really get to talk to any of my family that was there... it was really sad. Now I find out that I won't even be able to go to the funeral tomorrow. I'll be here, in my house, with Sebastian and Austin. My parents have to be at the funeral before 10:30, and it's supposedly going to last until 5pm. Anyone feel like coming over? I could really use a hug. And some adult company.
Nike is still alive... he still doesn't seem to be in any pain. He's been staying around me for most of the day, even sleeps upstairs with me at night. It's so hard for him to get up the stairs though, I feel bad for him.
I still don't have a job. I need to start calling the places I've applied at, start scheduling interviews and what-not. No job = no money. No money = no gas. No gas = no transportation to job. *sigh*
I miss my friends. I haven't seen them in a while... I used to see them twice a week. I used to be able to actually sit down and have fun with them. And game. I miss game. I haven't gamed in well over a month... maybe two months now. I don't want to remember.
I need a hug.