Jun 12, 2007 14:10
the Killers are my heart in this ache
i'm screaming and i'm reeling and no one can help
i won't let you
God helped me, and i stopped Him
i found out i cry for help, then dont' want it when it comes
cause i find it will actually change me
it will actually move my heart when it comes in
and make be better
and my mind and my flesh don't want that
misery loves company and misery loves misery
the Killers are my heart in this ache
since yesterday i havn't known what to do
i've reeled between the walls of not knowing and fear of finding out
not the best place i've been in
and i don't know how it will end
but i'm not planning and assuming this time
God is staying the course with me
and i'm hanging on while i can
and when i fall and fall apart
i'll make a fool of myself again
and He will pick me up
and i will go on into His promise
that He made me
and i grasp dearly in my heart
maybe tighter than anything else.
Since yesterday i've been reeling
the killers are my heart in this ache.