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So Ive finally figured it out. The best way I can explain it is the way my boyfriend once put it. I feel like a Jenga piece in a puzzle world. And you know what? I dont care anymore. Either you can get along with me or you cant. Most of this by the way is stemming from the alienation that seems to happen whenever my family gets together. This happens a lot during the month of June. June first is my moms birthday, June 4th is my dad's birthday, June 9 is my parents anniversary. And most of the alienation is comin from my brother and his fiancee. I dont know if its intentional or not but whatever. Either my brother is going to let go of the past or he isnt. I am sick of trying to explain everything and defend everything that happened 2 years ago. I understand I screwed up but Im done paying for it. Just done. What happened 2 years ago happend 2 years ago. Get over it. Whatever.