I've known since you were 3. All you wanted was some sensible heels.

Sep 23, 2009 19:48

I'm really mad right now. Just had a semi-argument with my dad about money, that basically started because I said it was CRAP that Dennis is only paying for his text messaging ($10), not the rest of his phone ($20 + $10 = should be paying $30). All of a sudden it was blah, Gina, you don't pay rent and when I was your age we walked or took the bus and didn't drive those new fangled cars and when you start paying the bills you can make decisions. I cried a few tears of rage in my room, but I almost wanted to say Goddamit then I'll just move the fuck out and you can leave me the hell alone. I know it was an over reaction, but I got very upset. I mean...I hate to be this way, but it's very very bothersome.

Ahem. Anyway.

I've been working at Sclafani for a week now, and it's ok. I mean, I'm not like OMG SO AWESOME, because, quite frankly it is just a job and it is an office job so that will never be omg so awesome, but as far as it goes, it's pretty alright. I like my co-workers, I don't mind the work, and I feel like I'm doing well there so far. And I get to wear jeans, which is nice.

Now that I've crossed both bagels and farms off my list, I'm floundering a bit. I'm thinking about culinary school again, this time for culinary arts, though, not baking and pastry. However, I'm not sure. I mean, I know I really do want to go to culinary school - because I miss school, I miss classes, I wasted my college years being a loser, and because I really just think it would be great for me. However, I don't know if I am willing to hock myself into that much more debt when I'm not sure that I really want to be a cook later on in life. If I do it, I will go next September, so, I've got a year to decide.

And I started my Christmas shopping today. !!! I want to try to get most of it done early, so that I'm not spending upwards of $500 in one clip (between my Mom and Mike's birthdays, plus all my immediate family and family's significant others, that right there is about $450, then when you ad in friends, maybe co-workers, etc...). I'd love to have it all done before December. But we'll see.
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