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ok deep breath
i'm gonna try not to jinx myself on this, but so far nothing has gotten worse for me, i'm really trying to turn things around and it seems like the first step is to make the best of my life, there are some things i can control but there are also a lot of things i can't. what i can't change i'm just gonna have to accept, but the things i can, i'm gonna try to work on improving myself in various ways, i don't wanna get all health classy, or AP zenish, but things really work best when they are in balance, and right now,...well they aren't. its time for me to quit sulking, quit complaining and do something for other people, and myself, there is no reason for me to be in a bad mood all the time, and there is no reason to let things get to me all the time, my new years resulation was to make better decisions, and its about time that i start.